Thursday, March 02, 2006
well well well ..... hmmmm posting's gonna be out soon . call it low self confidence but ,i know i'm going to have to appeal . but i just pray and hope i don't and if i do , i'll not be one of the people dr lee says that have to appeal . hai .
when dr lee hinted not all second intake appealees might get in, i felt tears swelling up in my eyes . hai. restrained myself told myself to buck up . i have no time to bother about my studies now . just whether i can bear the school badge proudly or exchange it for some collar pin .
i'm still cotemplating whether to pon school on monday and tues if i don't get into ACJC . hmmm
questions questions questions . ac band has been like a family to me . especially the ever rocking percussion section mates ! haha . the seniors are like the older siblings i never had . the j1s are like my siblings too ! we're one big family !!!!! i dun wanna leave them la . the best section i have been in .
right now i'm worried for my other friends too . aes buddies and my ac pals . people like ian ong , sam see , issac , aaron are at risk . we should have to appeal but . well . i hope to see all of them back in the same class . working together .
although i sound selfish but i have made up my minf unless god and the school offers me science stream for acjc , i'll go . but if it's arts , i rather stay in the school i'm posted to . like i want to work hard to gain entry into probably NUS medicine . if i enter arts . hai . it's the end of the road for me . sniff ....
heck
i'm leaving things to him la . there's definetly a freaking reason why god paved a path for me into acjc for PAE . just hope that these two yr of jc life that god wants me to do something in AC ! hahahaha . it's like god showing me ms seet having contacts with dr lee which sort of got me into ac other than me working hard during pract . ha . i felt that it was part of the plan . well
i think right now only time will tell
got to rest now .
long day ahead tomorroe
see you all around
6 days till muse .
first time in esplanade performing for me ha
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