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sorry guys
i'm going through a rough patch
i feel so stupid and so frustrated. so pent up inside sometimes.
guess i'll need a lil more time to get over that stupid mistake.
really feel like shit now.
like as if no one understands.
like as if even my closest friend doesn't really help. by not being understanding towards this shit and instead lashing off as "it just an excuse"
wth
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this blog was created in case i have loads of angry thoughts and no where to pen it down.
my dearest sister:
your prelims are SO FREAKING NEAR
yet you are still complacent
i've wasted LOADS of time talking to you,
scolding you reminding you.
it doesn't seem to register
hope you wake up after prelims
myself:
biopolis attachment was great
but i missed out hell lot on chem.
really FRIGGING frustrated wif ionic equilibrium
ionic equilibrium one's basics are here n there
i'm FRIGGING SHIT MAD confuseed wif ionic equilibrium two
i hate thermochem, text book screwed up my concept even more i think
havent really started for next week's math test
maybe i shld have just given up my attachement slot to some one else
promos in 2 months or less
i really wanna ace promos
i wonder, have i burnt out in my studies ?
have i ?
parents:
sometimes i get so stressed and i mess up
i forget to do certain stuff
yet i still get scolded
it would help to be a little more understanding sometimes
when you feel that your head is gonna blow after trying to fanthom some shit concept and fail
when you do your tutorial and get real screwed up answers
it doesnt help tt i've got stupid PW
that my chinese essays arent as great as they used to be
tat i've got average IQ
went back to visit my old house today realised that's it's a nice quiet place to be in.
really felt like sitting down there at the stairs looking around , or maybe at the garden bench looking at the clouds. to sit there and just relax. forget JC academics, forget school works and
relax
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ello there. i'm currently in the IMCB proteos building waiting for my IBV virus to cultivate. yes. i'm not in school. haha
yupp i got selected to go for the coronavirus and pathology biology workshop. the outreach programme they organised ...
ohhh so many ppl looking at me blog. not bad . nice research facilities but i think this is well an option for me only if i can't make it into medicine. loads of crap happened this morning. shall not elaborate. but well ,i din know that biological research posed so much risk too. ayish. imagine, one could end up being blown up just because he or she didn't close the lid of something properly eh ?
well , i'm supposed to be at the national day rehearsal now. but i've got this .
haha wonder wad they are doing now. lol
alrite gotta mug for my bio test.
i need like a sick grade to continue on my killing spree . DNA's got loads of shit to remember la ... yupp phase three of bio mugging begin !!!!
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