Thursday, April 27, 2006


anyway , well the day didn't go too well for me . first things first , i forgot to write min er's birthday message which btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY min!

then PW lecture , it was freaking cold due to the weather outside and when i took out my jacket , shit . i realised that there was a little soap on it . had to endure one period of pw with that . then when i went to wash off the soap during my supposed break , i realised that there was a lot of work to do . so i spent about thirty plus mins in the toilet washing the jacket and drying the damn thing under the hand dryer .......................................................................................................................................................................................
i got my second chinese worksheet back . it was a graded assignment . and i failed it again . the damn teacher is good at making me feel bad la . it's not that i dun try la . but ARGH shit . she keeps on scolding the class that i feel worse by the chinese lesson . shit . then well at least this time i improved on this assignment la arh .

to the worse bummer of the day . CHEM SPA SKILL B
that wsa the ultimate bummer la . as in i was preparing hard for it yesterday . even after finishing my stupid PI . so ..... when it came to the test , i kinda freaked . i was nervous . i did my experiment and was kinda unsure about certain results . panic attack . then after the test , i drew a blank as to whether i got to jot down one of the important observations . shit la . then felt like shit after that . was tempted to watch the acj cj rug match but had to go home to mug . came home , argh damn pissed thn slacked ard . shit

i guess i have not been right with god these few days la or rather quite some time . i have not been casting my worries unto him and well , not really been rather obedient to his word . i guess this i have to change . especially the short fuse that i have when i get pissed . sheit

on a happier note , i've been reading "heaven is so real " by choo nam thomas . it's an uber great book . i urge all christians to get it and read it . i have read it and have been freaked out by what the author say in heaven . yes , in heaven that lucky woman got picked to go up and view the place . wa . but i guess that's her destiny . lol
yup . reading the book gives me the sense of urgency to go forth and share the word and bring them in . yupp .

i should cast all my worries unto him la . so .. that means i have to change my blog's mood . i realise this has been a place where i vent my frustrations. wrong outlet i say . it should be the ears of my friends and him . so ya . i hope not to be back like this unless . like i'm uber depressed . so ya .


did i mention . my aunt just dropped by to collect stuff from my grandma and she passed me a belated ang pao for my so called good results from o levels . well , i feel that it's from him to cheer me up . thank u lord :)

` slamdunk-ed at 7:09 PM Thursday, April 20, 2006


basically , today sucks la . i got to check my chinese test results ...

it's like the worse ever test i did in my entire life .....

like 12 upon 50 ?

What the hell ! i dunno la . lao shi probably thinks i've been goofing around during chinese and not studying . the fact is , i really did study . but well
looks like i gotta review my study methods more . ArGH it's gonna look like uber ugly on my report card . shit la

ARGH

i feel freaking lousy . i might seem fine about it and laughing off in school . but when i was on the bus , it hit me . i really dunno how i got it that badly . especially since i felt ready for it . SHIT LA















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` slamdunk-ed at 6:42 PM Wednesday, April 12, 2006


i have been busy recently . loads of things have happened . but firstly and foremost , i must say , i'm uber proud of AES concert band . haha . yes . AES you guys have done a fantastic job i must say ! i felt SO DAMN proud that day when i saw you guys in the middle of the field marching so damn well , and guess what , playing damn well too!

okie . that day , i was contemplating whether to go back and meet the guys ( they were back for peer tutoring) and watch the band . but given the time that i end school and that by the time i reached there i would get to see nothing , i hesitated . yup . but the itching in my heart to see them brought me back eventually . and of course to meet justin and edwin ( haven't met them in ages ) i rushed back to school with joe after he got his damn jersey ( freaking took damn long) and when we outside of school , we met joseph tan .
mr tan : "they just ended speech day rehearsal"

my heart sank , but nevertheless , i rushed to the courtyard hoping to hear them playing or something . then , i was told that they were having a break before having one more round of rehearsal .

went up n chatted wif my pals from 4/1 . after which , hakim , the slacker , reported sick and i shared a conversation with him , finding out information about how the band is doing now . well , i AM shocked to find out how much that boy has changed . he came in at sec one , as blur as a sotong ( not as bad as kenneth ) and he looked ready to go one corner and well , slack . but this time , when i spoke to him , i was really really stunned . he has MATURED ALOT . i am serious ( see sarah , you missed out on this , you would've been so proud) . i wondered how the rest have developed . at the same time , i heard stories about how some have taken the turn for the worse . disappointed yes , but , well i believe they well could be better of some where else .

then the members falled in , and started drills , i was so proud of them . they were marching so far better than the last time round when me and sarah were training them for the drill video ! hahahahaha i was so damn HAPPY . then i thought they weren't going to play . until . haha they were given the order for instruments up . and BAM i was stunned . the improvements they have on the balance , blend , intonation were so great , i just couldn't stop smiling ! hahahahha yes . they were damn good . the tone of the individual players improved too . hahaha and that time i recalled how hard it was during syf when we were trying so hard to get a nice blended tone out from them and now they're marching and playing at a higher standard they did for syf

hahah guys, if you are reading this , keep up the good work . i look forward hearing good results and a spectcular performance next year !

anyway , school wise , the work load is piling up , revision has to be squeezed in here and there , socializing too , lol . but i realised well , my old mistakes are kinda coming back . i gotta wake up my idea . yup . gotta be careful and sensitive about my actions .

in church , we're kinda praying hard for TGIF . and sunday's sermon WAS SUPERB . i went down for altar call about the dreams i hav for my life , and i feel fully confident and full of faith after service .

REW :

gareth grabbed me on tues to help out in CF . it was a meaningful experience especially back stage when i counted the salvation forms . i saw someone's name there at first . wow , i jumped for joy , but it was kinda a misunderstanding . but this misunderstanding kinda opens the door for many new opportunity and at the very least a seed was planted their hearts . YUP . hahahah

kk . gotta read the GP pack

cya

` slamdunk-ed at 6:40 PM Sunday, April 02, 2006


today's sunday , i'm supposed to go to church

argh JC LIFE !!!! hectic life . i think my body clock ain't adjusted to it yet . lol . i've kinda fallen ill . i've got a headache , AGAIN !!!

pray for me please

` slamdunk-ed at 9:54 AM