chronicles , lamentations of my life

the mirror

2006-09-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

went down for altar call today. that guy who prayed for me say a vision of me standing in front of a mirror,

"do not be ashamed of yourself do not put up a strong front in front of the lord. he accepts you and loves you for who you are . "

i feel better after that felt quite touched. maybe the root of my problem is the heart. i have been decieved i guess.

just putting this here for me to read and remind myself of this day. sorry to non believers. hope u guys dun mind =)

muggerific week

2006-09-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

it's friday and i hav just started with the bio syllabus. kinda finishing on chem and math and i hardly started econs,gp and chinese :X anyway. i had a lil fun too this week. dotaing with hian chong and the rest. mugging at joe's place, mugging in school, gymming with zhi wen and ying da. and of course celebrating ying da's birthday. i had my tests as well . stupid. mugged like shit for cellular division and NOTHING CAME OUT. hahaha. heck. wait for results and see la ar. haha.

but well, this week's kinda sad too. a friend of mine passed away as well. he was on the papers. he's the poor RI teenage boy that passed away due to unknown causes. i met that guy during my IMCB attachment. he's highly intelligent i must say. looked like the sort who has a bright future. but sadly ... hai. his friend got my msn address, added me and broke th news last night. i hope they find out the exact virus that attacked him. poor guy. so young, with a bright future and just gone like that. talk about life being full of surprises eh?

this week the world paid tribute to the sudden death of steve irwin too. when my friend told me he passsed away. my goodness. i thought it was a joke. the way my friend described about the cause of his death seemed like something out of the roald dahl story books. sad la sad. hai. i feel sad for his family and the world just lost one of it's best wildlife activists.

life indeed is full of surprises :(

back to mugging, away from ranting ..

it's my birthday, it's mikes too

2006-08-27T19:59:00.000+08:00

today's my birthday, yes , indeed , my seventeenth is the most memorable one i had so far . i recieved loads of gifts and well even more well wishers ( a record high number haha) but i believe the best one was from GOD. yes indeed from him. it was not something materialistic, but a greater understanding of the trouble and the harsh week i had and also the sending of so many people to comfort me and to cheer me up

i realised that all my stress was a result in a lack of trust in him. i realised that indirectly , i havent enthroned him in all the aspects of my life. i WORRY too much and at times take destiny into my own hands(wrong move). i thus overwork and overstress. today, i have really let go of everything. no doubt i'll still be a mugger (yes, i'm a mugger) but ,
1) i'll know my limits
2) i know god is in control

so i'll do my best and let GOD do the rest

heard that lord ?

it's the worry of " how ?" "if i screw up , then a levels GG" " med school damn hard to get in, must pia like shit " instead of " Lord , i'll work my ass, you settle the rest." so yes, the best part of today was when evan was praying over the birthday ppl for this month and he told me that god's word for me is " FREEDOM " i wanted to cry, its the assurance i need for the rest of my academic life. that god will guide me through all .

indeed all the talks wif friends, tution teachers, parents did help but nothing was as great as wadever happened today.

god also sent loadss of ppl to wish me happy birthday, as of now , in total, it's like 5 cakes that i have eaten so far.
one from :

1SC7

AC Band ( together wif all the other birthday kids of this and last month)

my band mates

Cell Group

Section mates

i'm really v.happy. i was absolutely speechless epecially when they brought the cake to the void deck during "PORK LARD" ( haha martin) and when i recieved my presents frm crystal and eunarco. really .

THANK YOU:

1sc7 for the car plate

eunarco for the basketball and orange

crystal for my training sticks

wenlong,andy,kristen for the decorative sticks

xinyan,feroz,puaybing,zhen rong,zhi wen,rebecca,shaun,joel lee,theresa,kristen,mingxuan,yingda,martin,paul,wanyi,howei,
bize,cynthia,melissa,luqman,evelyn,renard,jasmine,kenneth,
shuhuey,meiling,dorance,weiting, Justin Tan for signing on the
SEVENTEEN YEARS OF IRRITATION CARD> (SHAUN, don't assume that i dont like the border)

Clairinet section for the mug

nabilah for the nice personalized card

well wishes from via sms from:

Sarah Jane Teo

David

Crystal

Euncaro

Kristen

Feroz

Zhen rong

Kakeru

Sean Tay

Conan Teo

Ervin

Jasmine

Justin wong

Vanessa poh

Joel Ong

Andrew Tan

Amy

Shu Ming

Vivian tham

Dorance

Nabilah

Benjamin tan

Evelyn

Ruth

Puay bing
to all who sent smses , thanks for trying or for sending it at midnight, hahah even if it was late, it's ok. thanks la ar. to those who sent at random timings today, thank you for keeping my phone vibrating, it brings me great joy to see your messages.

and to those who wished me online:

Brendan Mark Foo

Bing Jian

PuayBing

Special MENTION to doc LEE for the four birthday noogies at swensens yesterday.

to those that wished me multiple number of times, thank you v.much i really appreciate it.
sorry if i missed any one out and yes, i will post another one to those who wish me tomoorrow.(some people will tend to celebrate sunday b'daes on a monday)

even though i din really go out for dinner wif my family this yr cause my dad is sick, i reall did enjoy myself this year.

thanks everyone

god bless =)

2006-08-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

sorry guys

i'm going through a rough patch

i feel so stupid and so frustrated. so pent up inside sometimes.

guess i'll need a lil more time to get over that stupid mistake.

really feel like shit now.

like as if no one understands.

like as if even my closest friend doesn't really help. by not being understanding towards this shit and instead lashing off as "it just an excuse"

wth

angst

2006-08-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

this blog was created in case i have loads of angry thoughts and no where to pen it down.

my dearest sister:
your prelims are SO FREAKING NEAR
yet you are still complacent
i've wasted LOADS of time talking to you,
scolding you reminding you.
it doesn't seem to register
hope you wake up after prelims

myself:
biopolis attachment was great
but i missed out hell lot on chem.
really FRIGGING frustrated wif ionic equilibrium
ionic equilibrium one's basics are here n there
i'm FRIGGING SHIT MAD confuseed wif ionic equilibrium two
i hate thermochem, text book screwed up my concept even more i think
havent really started for next week's math test
maybe i shld have just given up my attachement slot to some one else
promos in 2 months or less
i really wanna ace promos
i wonder, have i burnt out in my studies ?
have i ?

parents:
sometimes i get so stressed and i mess up
i forget to do certain stuff
yet i still get scolded
it would help to be a little more understanding sometimes
when you feel that your head is gonna blow after trying to fanthom some shit concept and fail
when you do your tutorial and get real screwed up answers
it doesnt help tt i've got stupid PW
that my chinese essays arent as great as they used to be
tat i've got average IQ

went back to visit my old house today realised that's it's a nice quiet place to be in.
really felt like sitting down there at the stairs looking around , or maybe at the garden bench looking at the clouds. to sit there and just relax. forget JC academics, forget school works and
relax

IMCB

2006-08-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

ello there. i'm currently in the IMCB proteos building waiting for my IBV virus to cultivate. yes. i'm not in school. haha
yupp i got selected to go for the coronavirus and pathology biology workshop. the outreach programme they organised ...

ohhh so many ppl looking at me blog. not bad . nice research facilities but i think this is well an option for me only if i can't make it into medicine. loads of crap happened this morning. shall not elaborate. but well ,i din know that biological research posed so much risk too. ayish. imagine, one could end up being blown up just because he or she didn't close the lid of something properly eh ?

well , i'm supposed to be at the national day rehearsal now. but i've got this .

haha wonder wad they are doing now. lol

alrite gotta mug for my bio test.

i need like a sick grade to continue on my killing spree . DNA's got loads of shit to remember la ... yupp phase three of bio mugging begin !!!!

6 hrs

2006-07-30T16:12:00.000+08:00

hai .

school just stinks sometimes. other than band and probably a few friends in class, some how other than that i really wish this is sec four all over again. back in sec school. WAY LOAD lesser stress la deh.

anyway. slept v. little last week . didn't do well for me in that expect. almost died during some lectures. at least i'm not that far back now. caught up quite abit .

freak, doubles ain't that fast yet and now i've got to develop my triple strokes. been tapping around triplets. took up my sticks just now and tried again . right seems ok already. my left . hahaha almost there la arh

now's just consistency and speed nia .

sounds easy right ?

lol hell no .

now to drop into a world of biology . i deserve that brain gatorade after suffering with my chinese textbook. been mugging for my chinese test . didn't go church cause of that( feel bad for not going) and now it's time for my second round of mugging for bio.

my brain feels overloaded liao .

haha sometimes i just feel like lying on a rooftop, alone , with nothing in my mind to worry about and stare up in the sky and stone. stone stone stone.

but the voice of determination within me tells me to press forward , last this few years and then i'll be free of the a levels .

sick

2006-07-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

ayish . i'm stuck at home with a viral infection. though i felt better this morning , i pushed myself to go for school . why the insanity ? cause ....
i've got listening compre tml and there could be a practice
and i've got econs today . it's my only tutorial of the week

turned out to be a blessing . cause although no pract , i was able to listen and absorbed the most out of both lessons

got math today . ayish. first time me and joe tied for math la . lol he normally owns my ass in sec school

hahahah. went home after getting my results .

i'll be going school late for sure tomorrow. i want to rest a bit more . i don't want it to affect my a level listening compre.

anyway , not going to church was a blessing in disguise i suppose. imagine , i feel sick in the afternoon yesterday , had i been in church , after worship and jumping around , i could be worse now . hahahah thank the lord for that eh . anyway , i feel sick half way while doing the GP commentaries and after which it was so bad that i missed my sister's birthday celebrations . yupp

take care all

god bless

workload

2006-07-16T10:51:00.000+08:00

one perfromance down , two to go
with last nights performance , ABBA gold holds new meaning to me . when we tried playing it the other time , it brought back memories with me sitting next to johnston flipping his pages , correcting his rythm and reminding him not to speed up admist fadli doing stupid crap behind my back . while watching the whole band trying their best to pull their act together .
now , it'll bring back memories in the pan pacific ballroom , standing "backstage" watching andy play his part with a rather serious look on his face and also worrying about the sinking stand. all this while watching dr lee conduct and marvelling at arthur and crystal's listening skills and playing on the mallets while brendan and wen long mess around doing their stupid dancing thing , eunarco worrying about andy's stand an eunice laughing at the brendan and wen long

guess wen long's like a fadli and andy's like a johnston. just that they are both proer to me (i'm working as hard as i can to catch up ) and they're not my juniors . haha . at least now i have batch mates in my section :) just that they are funnier stuff .

supposed to go church today and my dad kinda found out about the workload stacked in front of me . he's forcing me to stay at home . it feels kinda weird out going to church on sundays . like how it feels not resting . going to church is like meeting up with friends and more importantly praise my heart out and recharging my spiritual batteries

hai... i've got a lot to learn from yesterday both for the way i work and for thinking of unorthordox thinking methods . hahaha the lorry uncle's way of loading instruments was ownage la . seriously OWNAGE. hahaha i shall remember to teach the next batch of QMs this method .

so tired ... the whole week's fatigue is simply rolling over onto me ..

gotta sentle my workload .

hahaha
take care and god bless

chinese oral's over

2006-07-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

chinese oral's over . next up . listening comprehension .

HI DR LEE !!
just in case u're visiting my blog again : )

argh

2006-07-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

really , terms are over, nothing to say ,said all i want already , just . well . they are terms after all not common tests haha

really, i feel that you've not been really helpful with all of us . fifteen of us . i know you probably dun like us much but this is not the way , with the important test coming right up , you just gave us the mock test and after which NOT GIVE US ANYTHING TO WORK ON , NOTHING , NO AREAS WHERE IMPROVEMENTS CAN BE MADE and well , that pisses me off, it's saddenning to hear some of my friends reap better advice and improve before the actual thing arrives and it's their time to shine and we just carry on with whatever we have and well , we dun even know if what we have is good or bad. please la .....

sorry something to get out of my system . not slamming most of you dear readers or someone you know . just some one and fourteen more of us knoe . and well . haha maybe another thirty or forty ppl more knoe . really , i feel like shit la when i found out wad other ppl got seriously

sydney. gonna miss the j2s and that atmosphere they bring

2006-06-29T14:29:00.000+08:00

well . was supposed to blog yesterday but i was too tired and was either mugging or sleeping . ha . well with only two chapters and some practices to clear for my chem , i'll take a break .

sydney was memorable . all the experiences , opening night at sydney town hall , competition and master class at angel place , where well i felt like shit again at least it didn't affect us huh , and of course opera house where we played as the command band on the closing night . i will remember being backstage and the feeling there and then and my beloved family trying to make me relax . hahaa we did well in sydney i suppose and i want to take the J2s for being a huge part of my life in ac band . yupp i would say this perc section is the best i've been in so far and the seniors are a mix of the quirky percussionists i've ever seen . from the food and drinking brendan , the bimbotic eunices , the sickening pro shit arthur and my mom crystal . you guys better come back and visit . brendan please come back sober . REALLY SOBER hahahahah .

well there's syf next yr , and of course that's the big one , let's go in there next yr and land a spot for presentation night there next yr and if we have to then let presentation night be our face off with that band and him .

the shopping in sydney was fun , something which i seldom enjoy , sight seeing , the views , the crapping with friends , the food , hahaha didn't really get to eat the fantastic ones but was good enuff for me . my room mate was kinda fun .

i ripped this from crystal's blog and made some modifications to it :

the 2006
17th Australian International Music Festival.
Anglo-Chinese Junior CollegeConcert Band
Top Band.
Hello world,i present to you,the Command Band of 2006.

GabrielIsabelJasmineXin YanShu HueyShaunDaniel

Bi ZeAmosShi BinXIangningQin Yi

GraceCynthiaPaulKeun HoHui KhangKennethMing XuanSiminMinhuiRenardMei LingDorance

JoelJia YiMary-anneNabilahFaryhinZhenrongEdwinaZelizzel

Jia WeiDavidGenevieveLuqmanWeitingYing DaVivienne

Su YinNicholasDominicEvelynQianqiFaidhiRebeccaRuthJillyanPuay Bing

MartinMelissaXin YuanYangleiZhi Wen

AmirahAngelineWenjunJustinYenn WeiiHafiz

Wan YiFerozJian WeiTheresaHo WeiShu Ying

the best of em lot :P : AndyBrendanCrystalWen LongKristenEunice NgSamuelArthurEunice Sin

teachers :Ms SngMs LeongMdm Lui

and DA MAN and his TIAN YIN , the great monarch himself :
Dr Lee Tian Tee

i wish that i would suddenly hear the cry of TAUPOK all of a sudden and open my eyes seeing a whole bunch of guys on top of me and that the pile of ppl keeps on growing , and that while trying to get the pile away from me , especially feroz and nic , i would look out of the window in that room i am in and realise that i'm stil in sydney ....... sniff ..... not in singapore dreading my chem paper with kuna's killer thermo chem ques .

final entry ?

2006-06-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

low and behold

with some last minute things to pask , a file to compile and a good nights rest ahead(hopefully) it could be my final entry before flying off to sydney . see you all in abt ten days ? and good luck for terms ( hahahahahahahahahha) yupp , i'll try to bring some stuff back .

adieu

bb
take care

god bless

aMUSEd yet ? a night to rmember indeed

2006-06-16T14:33:00.000+08:00

it's over , concert's finally over . i felt uber happy i must say , the best concert i've had yet. well but the first thought on my mind when i arrived at vch wasn't about the concert but the recollection of SYF 2003. hai . saddness la deh , it got worse when i stepped on stage for sound check and i could still remember looking around on the exact spot , next to the bass drum during our own aes sound check and looking around at mr goh on the syf day itself while listening to the clairinets do their running notes for the opening of jupiter . brings back memories of our false hopes and more . it felt worse when we climbed the stairs up to the hall and i suddenly remembered all our seniors seated at the places where they were crying when the results were out and randomly remembered talking to gerard about my playing in the warm up room right before stepping up on stage for syf . hai . memories

but now , vch presents me another different set of experience and experiences to come .
las night ROCKED yupp . it was great fun . when dr lee gave the thumbs up during carmina, i felt uber happy and when the band played it's tuning note and you hear the VERY DISTINCT ORGAN sound echoing in the background . WOW . hahaha. then came hunchback . i was duamn worried for hunchback , i was afraid i would mess up again . during sound check , dr lee commented on me being too soft . but i think i did kinda ok , just got to wait and hear the recording on sat or something , i suspect i sped up a tad bit on one of my solos . hai hai . heck , at least i had guts and god pushed me to play my solo loud enough . haha .

intermission saw shiying , christie and hui yi but was looking for my friends first , did usual shit , took photos , that short fart of a sarah gave me my flower (thank you v.much there hahah) and when i was about to look for my juniors , it was time to assemble for perc ensemble .

went mad on stage for that , just WHACK . hahah wen long , me and andy , the three of us on the risers were whacking , we had loads of fun and all three of us went uber high . wen long was mad shit during jazz ensemble and i must say it TURANDOT AND ROSA was the highlight of the night . to see dr lee up there in his element , going high and all emo was wonderful even more so wonderful was the atmosphere there and hearing the organ sound appearing over and over again . i want the recording damn it . i wanna do it again .after that came MI 3 hahah . me and crystal played without our scores . lol we forgot to bring so just whack . but the last part was well , hahah wat the heck la .

had supper wif dr lee after that and poor thing , his car had problems .

TYPHOON WARNING FROM DR LEE ABT SAT'S PRACT : WATCH HIM OR ELSE ..... yupp

thank you to lynn for the flowers , thanks to EVERYONE else who wished or gave something .

thank you all who bought tickets to come down .

take care and god bless !!!!

we rocked VCH , we're GONNA rock the opera house . watch out you aussies =)

catchup

2006-06-07T11:39:00.000+08:00

alrite, events that have come to pass :

Band Camp

Peh Shu Ming's birthday ( happy birthday bro !!)

SL,COMMITTEE,EXCO announcements

EVENTS TO COME :

GP HOLIDAY LESSON :(

ACJC BAND TUNE IN 10TH JUNE

JOE'S BIRTHDAY ( HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TWITY OLE PAL OF MINE)

MUSE: A NIGHT TO REMEMBER( 15TH JUNE 06)

AUSSIE TRIP WITH THE BAND TO THE OPERA HOUSE !!!!!!!! (let's go there and perform there twice shall we? :) )

TERMS :(

alright , band camp was uber swell . could hear the difference in the music we made before and after the camp . haha was taught a very important lesson during camp and got to know my perc section alot more better hahaha and yes dr lee particiapted in one of those sessions and well ... hahahah thanks arh dr lee . lol
band camp was simply fun . can't wait to look forward to the december one . hehe

anyway , exco list was out yesterday . and this yr's batch is like a boy dominated one . and i tell you it was uber expected to get what i got . yes and feroz khan had to spoil my surprise . it's ok la bro .
i call it a blessing , even though i didn't try for it , hope for it , is prepared for it or pray for it , i guess the exco of 05 - 06 believed in me and had faith that i will carry out my duties well . honestly when feroz messaged me half way during pract " hey head QM " i was like uber shocked . i stoned for a while then told myself to calm down . you never know , it could be just a rumour i told myself . but well when hafiz announced the actual resulty , although i was already mentally prepared , erm , well i was just as stuneed . and feroz was there in the corner wif yangy on his lap smiling away .

thank you guys for having faith and thank you lord for blessing me

well to the exco line up :

President : Yeo Zhi Wen ( woot happy for you !!! hehe knew you could do it )
Vice-president:Pang Zhen Rong ( i'm looking forward to working with you pal !)
secretary: MARTIN GOH
speaking of which , you should see how stunned he was when ruth read out his name . hilarious .
congrats to our new SAI KANG WARRIOR lol . jkjk
Librarian : Chua Bi Ze (first three months classmate , now bandmate and exco mate wahahah )
Two SCs: Lee Ming Xuan and Teoh Ying Da ( cool eh ... glad to be working with you guys!!)
Quartermaster: Samuel ho (lol myself)
Welfare : Rebecca teo ( wah this one was really unexpected . yupp . but congrats !! )

yupp that's it don't really know the committee members so erm better not list yes

really look forward to woking with everyone . the exco(s) , the committee(s), teachers , doc lee , and the ever wonderful ACJC BAND .

hehe .

the past we inherit
the future we create
but for those who work ,
hope and play ,
the best is yet to be !

take care everyone and god bless .

will update abt sydney stuff there if i have the chance :)

hectic week ahead

2006-05-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

help me help me i'm drowning in the irritating gp enviromental package . well . had band practice today . i tell u , dr lee is indeed a genius la . i was listening to the hunchback recording wen nan sent me 2 months back and compared it to the one we played today.

yupp, ours sounds a whole lot nicer . we spring cleaned the space ship today and well . i've been thinking we've so little time left to comp , i feel worried , i dun wanna mess up . ha . well . looks like i have to train a whole lot harder . and this time well , i'm more worried than i was for syf . yupp . i'll put in hell more effort during practices .

hmmm . we handed our so called committee application forms today . well hahaha andy and wen long are the best la . those clowns wrote down random crap and handed it to dr lee . and well , poor andy liew . well u all should have been there to seen it . guess wad ha . i realise that my written english like well , stinks like how badly when i'm tired . lol . i'm never gonna do gp stuff when i'm half awake . NEVER .

so one term's coming to an end . and honestly , well i thank god that i'm in acjc . not like well some place that i dun really wanna be in . it's been a blessing to be in ac to be surrounded by nice ppl that crap your days away with ( yes melissa , u irritating mother of scandals . that includes you hahahah ) but well , i still miss the company of the ole assumptionite buddies . all the crap that u can literately laugh the shit out off at in class . like hian chong chasing ppl around in class while scolding in hokkien . priceless i tell u . these were the stuff that relieved my stress while mugging for o levels . it was the company of my friends that kept me going sometimes . ahahah

now since like so many ppl are blogging about sajc concert , i should too . well . hahaha i wanna remain neutral . hahah so , well no comments . i dun wanna invite trouble so to speak . ha
all i can say is that the concert really made me appreciate how god works , by me getting rejected by SA for DSA . it really really makes sense now . had i gotten in , i'll probably well die . haha . i can't stand well just sound . i love music . haha . yes . all that musicality ! :) really la . it really shows how the lord works for the best in my life . and who knoes wad more is there for me to do before my two yr stay in ac is up . hahahahahah

the best is yet to be :)

now back

to

the ever boring

gp

package .............................

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wellls

2006-05-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

hahah i'm supposed to do some mugging now . but just a short update .

i guess everyone is still kinda stunned that my personality's an s type

oh lao shi just said that i have been working hard and she is confident i'll improve . something that really made my day :)

oh wad a day ?!

2006-04-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

anyway , well the day didn't go too well for me . first things first , i forgot to write min er's birthday message which btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY min!

then PW lecture , it was freaking cold due to the weather outside and when i took out my jacket , shit . i realised that there was a little soap on it . had to endure one period of pw with that . then when i went to wash off the soap during my supposed break , i realised that there was a lot of work to do . so i spent about thirty plus mins in the toilet washing the jacket and drying the damn thing under the hand dryer .......................................................................................................................................................................................
i got my second chinese worksheet back . it was a graded assignment . and i failed it again . the damn teacher is good at making me feel bad la . it's not that i dun try la . but ARGH shit . she keeps on scolding the class that i feel worse by the chinese lesson . shit . then well at least this time i improved on this assignment la arh .

to the worse bummer of the day . CHEM SPA SKILL B
that wsa the ultimate bummer la . as in i was preparing hard for it yesterday . even after finishing my stupid PI . so ..... when it came to the test , i kinda freaked . i was nervous . i did my experiment and was kinda unsure about certain results . panic attack . then after the test , i drew a blank as to whether i got to jot down one of the important observations . shit la . then felt like shit after that . was tempted to watch the acj cj rug match but had to go home to mug . came home , argh damn pissed thn slacked ard . shit

i guess i have not been right with god these few days la or rather quite some time . i have not been casting my worries unto him and well , not really been rather obedient to his word . i guess this i have to change . especially the short fuse that i have when i get pissed . sheit

on a happier note , i've been reading "heaven is so real " by choo nam thomas . it's an uber great book . i urge all christians to get it and read it . i have read it and have been freaked out by what the author say in heaven . yes , in heaven that lucky woman got picked to go up and view the place . wa . but i guess that's her destiny . lol
yup . reading the book gives me the sense of urgency to go forth and share the word and bring them in . yupp .

i should cast all my worries unto him la . so .. that means i have to change my blog's mood . i realise this has been a place where i vent my frustrations. wrong outlet i say . it should be the ears of my friends and him . so ya . i hope not to be back like this unless . like i'm uber depressed . so ya .

did i mention . my aunt just dropped by to collect stuff from my grandma and she passed me a belated ang pao for my so called good results from o levels . well , i feel that it's from him to cheer me up . thank u lord :)

i dunno wad to say

2006-04-20T18:42:00.000+08:00

basically , today sucks la . i got to check my chinese test results ...

it's like the worse ever test i did in my entire life .....

like 12 upon 50 ?

What the hell ! i dunno la . lao shi probably thinks i've been goofing around during chinese and not studying . the fact is , i really did study . but well
looks like i gotta review my study methods more . ArGH it's gonna look like uber ugly on my report card . shit la

ARGH

i feel freaking lousy . i might seem fine about it and laughing off in school . but when i was on the bus , it hit me . i really dunno how i got it that badly . especially since i felt ready for it . SHIT LA

freak

Update

2006-04-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

i have been busy recently . loads of things have happened . but firstly and foremost , i must say , i'm uber proud of AES concert band . haha . yes . AES you guys have done a fantastic job i must say ! i felt SO DAMN proud that day when i saw you guys in the middle of the field marching so damn well , and guess what , playing damn well too!

okie . that day , i was contemplating whether to go back and meet the guys ( they were back for peer tutoring) and watch the band . but given the time that i end school and that by the time i reached there i would get to see nothing , i hesitated . yup . but the itching in my heart to see them brought me back eventually . and of course to meet justin and edwin ( haven't met them in ages ) i rushed back to school with joe after he got his damn jersey ( freaking took damn long) and when we outside of school , we met joseph tan .
mr tan : "they just ended speech day rehearsal"

my heart sank , but nevertheless , i rushed to the courtyard hoping to hear them playing or something . then , i was told that they were having a break before having one more round of rehearsal .

went up n chatted wif my pals from 4/1 . after which , hakim , the slacker , reported sick and i shared a conversation with him , finding out information about how the band is doing now . well , i AM shocked to find out how much that boy has changed . he came in at sec one , as blur as a sotong ( not as bad as kenneth ) and he looked ready to go one corner and well , slack . but this time , when i spoke to him , i was really really stunned . he has MATURED ALOT . i am serious ( see sarah , you missed out on this , you would've been so proud) . i wondered how the rest have developed . at the same time , i heard stories about how some have taken the turn for the worse . disappointed yes , but , well i believe they well could be better of some where else .

then the members falled in , and started drills , i was so proud of them . they were marching so far better than the last time round when me and sarah were training them for the drill video ! hahahahaha i was so damn HAPPY . then i thought they weren't going to play . until . haha they were given the order for instruments up . and BAM i was stunned . the improvements they have on the balance , blend , intonation were so great , i just couldn't stop smiling ! hahahahha yes . they were damn good . the tone of the individual players improved too . hahaha and that time i recalled how hard it was during syf when we were trying so hard to get a nice blended tone out from them and now they're marching and playing at a higher standard they did for syf

hahah guys, if you are reading this , keep up the good work . i look forward hearing good results and a spectcular performance next year !

anyway , school wise , the work load is piling up , revision has to be squeezed in here and there , socializing too , lol . but i realised well , my old mistakes are kinda coming back . i gotta wake up my idea . yup . gotta be careful and sensitive about my actions .

in church , we're kinda praying hard for TGIF . and sunday's sermon WAS SUPERB . i went down for altar call about the dreams i hav for my life , and i feel fully confident and full of faith after service .

REW :

gareth grabbed me on tues to help out in CF . it was a meaningful experience especially back stage when i counted the salvation forms . i saw someone's name there at first . wow , i jumped for joy , but it was kinda a misunderstanding . but this misunderstanding kinda opens the door for many new opportunity and at the very least a seed was planted their hearts . YUP . hahahah

kk . gotta read the GP pack

cya

argh

2006-04-02T09:54:00.000+08:00

today's sunday , i'm supposed to go to church

argh JC LIFE !!!! hectic life . i think my body clock ain't adjusted to it yet . lol . i've kinda fallen ill . i've got a headache , AGAIN !!!

pray for me please

MUGGER !

2006-03-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

well . as i speak per se , i am a waiting a bio question to be popped out on to my screen from the ever smart bushy . yup . hahah this morning while waiting anxiously for the randomly timmed 74 , i recieved a sms from crystal . apparently , well , i'm adopted ! lol . crystal's mom , david's dad .

well , i've been mugging hard for bio test . apparently , sometimes when it comes to application questions , i reach a mental block . i hope that won't happen tomorrow la . well . i've done my best . i think all i can do is to relax and pray hard .

went gymming on tues before band pract . well all i can say is that my arms still hurt and the gym is a gentle reminder sometimes , may i quoth jackie : " you're weak " hahaha
after which i had pract . played rosa . it was good to see dr lee back

tata

t.c , g.b

march hols

2006-03-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

well march holidays has been spent consoliidating old friends , strenghtening ties with the new ones and .... well . mugging . yupp . sam has taken time out from the holidays to mug .

well on wednesday , after band practice , some of us band peeps went out to jurong point for dinner . this is an exerpt for from on of the conversations we had with the J3

yingda (asking J3 ) : hey should we be studying now ?

J3 : no , you should be relaxing la , enjoy your holidays !!!

yingda , looks at me and says : heard that or not . enjoy your holidays !

yingda, looks at J3 : hey can u tell this guy to relax ?

J3 : .. were u from nj in your past life ?

well ... hahah not that i'm upset anything . but this is a reminder for me to relax sometimes . not to be too worried about mugging sometimes . but after all if i do seem enthu to study please understand . i have an end goal in mind . and to reach that point i would require uber good grades . like say , straight As . erm of course you can exclude chinese from that list . hahahah

yupp . so i need to work hard . hahaha anyone wanna join me ???

anyway miss sng spoke to a few of us today about JC life too . yupp .. consistency is the key . to quote her :

" i hope to see you in school with eyes burning with passion to study ."

that should be what she said or something like that !

hahah

tale care everyone

god bless

all's fine and dandy

2006-03-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

well .. yes , my appeal got in ... THANK GOD FOR THAT . well that means he's got a job for me there .

muse's over ( yes no more chinese cymbals !!!) i'm still kinda high from it . it was nerve wrecking i tell you . my first time up there . performing to so many people . playing so many pieces , not giving a damn and whacking the chimes up down left right on e flat major scale . playing snare for first suite , claves for second !!! ahhahahaha and of course loads more .
more or so , it made everyone in the section feel so close , bonded , and well kinda happy !!!!

half the time on stage i was controlling myself from freaking out , palms were like uber sweaty la

wooohooooo

anyways . it's my first time there so was like kinda swaakooo and impressed by the COOLIO stuff back stage . was like wow . hahaha

good job guys

hahah

i'll do a aes 4/1 tribute soon ....

i'm still feeling high

JAE

2006-03-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

well well well ..... hmmmm posting's gonna be out soon . call it low self confidence but ,i know i'm going to have to appeal . but i just pray and hope i don't and if i do , i'll not be one of the people dr lee says that have to appeal . hai .

when dr lee hinted not all second intake appealees might get in, i felt tears swelling up in my eyes . hai. restrained myself told myself to buck up . i have no time to bother about my studies now . just whether i can bear the school badge proudly or exchange it for some collar pin .

i'm still cotemplating whether to pon school on monday and tues if i don't get into ACJC . hmmm

questions questions questions . ac band has been like a family to me . especially the ever rocking percussion section mates ! haha . the seniors are like the older siblings i never had . the j1s are like my siblings too ! we're one big family !!!!! i dun wanna leave them la . the best section i have been in .

right now i'm worried for my other friends too . aes buddies and my ac pals . people like ian ong , sam see , issac , aaron are at risk . we should have to appeal but . well . i hope to see all of them back in the same class . working together .

although i sound selfish but i have made up my minf unless god and the school offers me science stream for acjc , i'll go . but if it's arts , i rather stay in the school i'm posted to . like i want to work hard to gain entry into probably NUS medicine . if i enter arts . hai . it's the end of the road for me . sniff ....

heck
i'm leaving things to him la . there's definetly a freaking reason why god paved a path for me into acjc for PAE . just hope that these two yr of jc life that god wants me to do something in AC ! hahahaha . it's like god showing me ms seet having contacts with dr lee which sort of got me into ac other than me working hard during pract . ha . i felt that it was part of the plan . well
i think right now only time will tell

got to rest now .
long day ahead tomorroe
see you all around

6 days till muse .
first time in esplanade performing for me ha

argh

2006-02-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

i don't wanna go through appeals again

i don't want my classmates to leave

i wanna stay on in acjc

i wanna work hard for promos

i want to be the best i can be

i don't want me or my other friends to feel lousy for our grades

i don't want life to be so , judgemental

i want more people to join band , to have a bigger family in acjc

i want to go aussie with the band

i wanna improve alot in terms of my music

i don't wanna leave ACJC BAND

i don't wanna leave ACJC percussion section

i want the lord and only the lord to reign in my life

argh ............................

random posting of my thoughts today !

o level results

2006-02-12T11:13:00.001+08:00

well , erwin'r right . as a batch we achieved well for the school . the school's happy with us , mr lee's uber happy too .but . but . we are not happy .

why ? u might ask . well probably whatever hardwork we put in and work towards for didn't return with what we were expecting . ha . many of us were aiming for nine , winny got it , then mr lee told us no one in four - one got a single digit , let alone ten points . hah , i got thirteen points la . but . looking from another angle , it's five distinctions . hah . rare for aes la . but it's an ouch ! i got a2s for distinction la and i got thirteen in the end

well . i tot i messed up humans badly especially after i saw the average MSG . but . oh well i got a two in the end . thank god for that . now with thirteen , although kinda risky , i'm leaving my entrance into ACJC in god's hands . well , i believe that by getting in during first intake, it's part of his plan in my life . so like , if i get in this time , it confirms it . but like i have to adapt to certain unfriendly conditions in my class should i remain in there . well , my buddies will know what i'm talking about .

i felt like shit that day not because of only my own results but looking at the disappointed and teary faces of a few of my buddies . issues about one's dignity was surfaced . but , oh we;; . it's life la . hai . all i can do is that well , pray for them .

right now , i'm still accepting the fact la . it's like my mum already roughly know my result before i got it . god showed it to her . wad can i say . but it's still a wonder that i can tie up the same grade for my three sciences la . to me , that was kinda amazing at the same time shocking as like i was working uber hard to get like a 0ne for bio and chem .

hahha promos . promos . i wanna score like mad during promos

o level results

2006-02-12T11:13:00.000+08:00

back

2006-02-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

well , yes my inconsistency never get's kicked off . yes , school's been drainingly tired yet fun . haha . day by day i'm making loads of new friends .

fun o rama prep 's hectic , fund raising's tomorrow !! come down and support 1sc7 !!!!!!!!!!

band pract's been great fun . especially will calling eunarco one of dr lee's favourite words in the fruit family . hahahahaha

well ACJC has been great fun , and as i had proudly proclaimed before , if ever samuel ho gets six points for o level , samuel ho will remain in acjc till the day he completes his a levels . well , that is soon to be tested , friday's D day . results . i'm so scared that i can't stay on or worse , can't even make it to jc . ayish .

one friend leaves , the other considers leaving for poly , hu else but our dear friend rob , tian yong . ayish , that guy is great fun . as in he brings joy with him . we're good buddies , sharing our struggles during christian walk . hai . may be he might change his mind ?

gotta go
cya

wheee

2006-01-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

well went for SOL and service . both were good . worship was different then usual we had the brisbane church worshiip team lead worship . simply .. wonderful

well i think there was a period of time where i made the wrong choice and it was kinda due to lack of faith la . many things went wrong la . i dun think i'm ready to share it yet
but now i'm trying to change . i am i dun wanna make the wrong move and slide away so far away from him

my good budd in church and band is leaving soon . although i'm mean to him now adays per se but he really is a good buddy . but just when i feel comfortable to like wanna open up more , god sends him somewhere else , well i'm happy for him la but god works in a way that is beautiful . he has sent me another friend whom i feel share many things in common with me too . well i'm gonna miss mike la . hai . my good buddy

well please dun tell him abt this la . i dun want anyone to spread this ard . just something i wanna say lor . to let it of my chest . i dun want him to feel bad or anything . ya . so do me a favour and hush . since most church peeps dun frequent my blog anyway .. haha

feel like shit

2006-01-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

it's one of those days where you kinda suck .
hai sectionals went fine for me . however , during combines , i made all sort of stupi mistakes . hai . like never watch conductor , then playing the wrong rythm , when i got it correct already during sectionals . why ? cause i lost control of my wrists AGAIN ! . fortunately , it didn't happen during SYF or concert . or , i'll be damn screwed . hai .

dr lee was kinda in a bad mood when he came in , that scared me more .

later he lightened up and crapped around . but .. i grew tired . just dunno why . and i know myself , i'm not cooking up excuses . i won't cook this kinda shit to make myseld feel better . i tried my best and screwed up . ARGH . shit . hate it when i lose control over my wrists ....

double strokes

2006-01-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

WHEEE !!!!

HAD PRACT TODAY ...

FINALLY GRASP THE BASICS OF DOUBLE STROKES !!!!!!!

just have to train like mad now . =)

AES BAND !

2006-01-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

whee . well , subject registration was today , after that , went back to AES .

i din really meet the teachers . i went to see my juniors in band .
well i'm proud to say that more or less my section seems to be doing fine .
but ..
no comments la
i'm proud of the current committee . they are very helpful to their bosses (majors) . wah
Alvin seville has made a good impression on me . well his policies are alot better then ahem
and the style of his leadership will bring the band far la
haha well i'm looking forward to 2007 SYF for AES , i wonder how they'll do . hope they get something they deserve . haah

well i saw like a reflection how i was like last yr , utterly serious and like kinda anal at times . well u can't blame me , i've got a job to do la
but it's good . some one always has to play the bad guy . and well ... lol i was the bad guy

i had loads to say la but i'm too tired le .. haiz ...

haha if i remember , i'll update

take care all

god bless

can u say A-C-J-C ORIENTATION ?

2006-01-08T10:00:00.000+08:00

GLORFINDEL , GLORFINDEL , GLORFINDEL ROX
GLORFINDEL ROX, WE'LL STUFF YOU IN SOCKS
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA
THAT'S THE GLORFINDEL ,
THAT'S THE GLORFINDEL ,
THAT'S THE GLORFINDEL ROX !
(TO THE TUNE OF JINGLE BELL ROCKS)

GLORFINDEL !!!!=)

HAHA . sorry i just had to do that . just ended orientation in ACJC . it has one of the best camp fires i ever attended ! well . my orientation group is carmen san deigo . my losehallen (clan ) is GLORFINDEL !!!!! . lol they had a real cool plot for this orientation . it's as follows

everyone lives in a place called "THE WORLD" there , our stories and imagination have suddenly been corrupted by the source .
so therefore , chancellor kutti papule ( clarence , the tall dude ) summoned the four losehallens which represent the four branches of fiction . they are , glorfindel(thrillers) , kyofu(horror),carnsir(sci- fi) and celahir( lol . i searched for the spelling for a long time before joe enlightened me . it's the fairytale land thing btw) to solve the issue .
each og would be under one clan and each clan would have two houses . so . everyone in ur og is in the same house ! lol . i'm on oldham btw .
as the four days of orientation went by , before we start game , a skit and "news report " will be flashed talking about the SPI ( story pollution index) . it was simply hilarious . the spoofed loads of stuff , sadako , apollo , poseidon , narnia , CSI .the works . lol simply hilarious .
all of us played loads of games . and as well learn the very difficult mass dance . (i'm talking seriously difficult)
my ogls are : ADELINE , ESTHER , HENG YI

orientation day one :
i met my group and we got off on sort of the wrong foot . everyone sorta stoned during day one . cheers were bad , even in the clan , we were damn soft . compared to celahir . wah lau . i could some how sense the disappointment of the ogl . i mean which ogl won't want a super high , enthu group ? well . hahah i went through it . i prayed hard that my group would be way more enthu about things . well we did mass dance too on that day . finished one . i think on that day we played hockey, the twirly hand thing s the starch frizbee game too (once i get my booklet back from aaron, i'll add more )

orientation day two :
can't really remember much about it . lol (once i get my booklet back from aaron, i'll add more )
lol . think we played captains ball three way and started winning . lol then we had lunch , with the team becoming closer . finished the first dance , trust me the guys dance real badly , all of us , it went to fast . we found the learning part sian

orientation day three :
SUPER DIRTY DAY wah lau . it was the day where we did crazy shit games . freaking dirty . as well as the plans . lol we played the muddy caterpillar game (i'm so going to bring this idea to the sc ppl in aes ). well we lost . so we ended up rolling in mud . we played some sliding game too after that . sniff esther had to leave us to tend to her station . we played her station too . it was the water bomb the flag station . lol we won that too . really spiffy.
lunch break . we all conspired . this idea brought everyone together . we brainstormed wad to get fer our OGLs.wahahah . aileen went to get the stuff , aaron made the card . we all payed the money , me and a few others co ordinated . and since we all tot that we were too obvious , i came up wif the soya bean milk curdle crap to scare the ogls that we were plotting something real vicious . really scared them . well for the second day it did rain . hahah so nothing diff for third . did mass dance when it rain , cca exhibition . then learn school song and of course played charades . well that game was uber hilarious . after charades we crossed path wif a grp wif uber no sportsmanship ( no comments ) it was the bucketball game . well it pissed every guy in the og .
did i mention ? all the guys in the og were hiding in the toilet washing off all the mud in their pants and on their legs . horrible . i suffered a really minor rash after tt . pain i tell u . pain . we also went to support heng yi when he was carolling wif the choir on the last day of christmas . lol. i felt like it was the best orientation day , lol . uber fun .mass rally then home . but mass rally , hmm the best one of the three days . we were like shutting the ever irritatin celahir up . certain ACS self concious guys were shouting(yes finally) and well my voice was already dead on tt day . hahahahahahahhh .skit was also great that day . haha they did the dota thing lol
during CCA exhibition , crystal kept on asking me to use my powers of persuation to get ppl into band -.-''' . lol manged to get zhen rong and sheng yang to try band for one day .lol . lucky the screaming banshee was not sighted near the area .

orientation day four - campfire night
wonderful day , played mor e games . one water bomb protect the queen game . agt joe's grp . one waterbomb softball game . lol peter blamed our loss to joe's grp on julian . issac , me(bhb) , shengyang did a gd job. still lost . in the earlier game , rui hon was the scape goat durin the forfiet cuz he was damn dry . so when we lost again to the same grp , he was moanin abt vengence . lol . anyway , i got off lucky during forfeit . they ran out of water . we went to adel's station . tied with the other grp. now thiss game we had to compete wif the other grp about transporting water using our hair . real fun . then went to the heritage to supposedly eat . ended up singing school song . lol and yes rui hon was still moaning using his crap. og time went aaron's place . played truth or dare and some other game ( was showering ) then we got issac to do dumb things . rui hon was doing more crap till everyone peng in laughter . he reminds me too much about javis . lol that kind of crap that they both do . lokmun was almost killed by rui hon . hahha . y ? cuz tat fella laughed so freaking hard . lokmun and joseph did real crappy things wif their hair as forfeit . real hilarious , aaron became a bimbo . lol
the wonderful plot . i got the og upstairs to plot . to scare the ogls while we actually signing the cards . i made them drink the concoction which they said was nice , ( spoiler la ) then they receieved the gifts . hope they liked it la . lol rushed back to school in a cab . aaron , esther , me and lokmun were in the same cab . we danced mass dance at the concourse again . we were dirty again lol . hahaha played more games , made issac , lokmun and julian do more crazy shit . lol
camp fire started wif the lame ending of the plot for orientation . lol then it started pouring
i got prompted to pray for the campfire when it rained . didn't knoe why . well continued wif campfire i the hall . lol . was great fun . the mascot things were nice . lol mike went up . a hamster probe . ( fyi , cansir kept on chanting abt their probes ya so every of their mascots were probes . their cheers always had sending a probe to uranus ( ur-anus) lol ) then sang songs their version like father abraham . also we should try friendship dance wif 850 ppl . you get total chaos . like total promiscious activity lol . so fun . haha yes , j1 in acjc =850 .
cheering , mass dance , the slide shows wif the RAINBOW lol .
mass dance was chaotic . but by the end , i was freaking high . i love the school so freeaking much . i could see myself walking ard in ACJC uniform , with my books and sticks . lamenting abt unfair marking of test papers . well i hope n pray i get in again . mass dance went on damn long . i just dance till the grp wanted to leave . lol . shld see rui hon n lok mun . freaking shit crap funny . then we went off. chatted wif shane fer a while , the super high fella . then went home . we waited fer sum gal frm joe's og to get picked up by her parents . waited half n hour or an hour . chatting . they had so many racist crap to share . ayish .
went to bukit timah market wif joe n erwin , drank for a while , chatted . then went home

sat had pract , just wanna improve myself further . played turnadot . diff to read dr lee conducting . hahah
speaking of band . on tues , went fer section dinner . at nydc , dr lee's treat . hahah it was damn nice . brendan kept on gettin bullied by dr lee . hilarious . hahahahah

it was damn fun la .

hai . let me end off wif a cheer .

cg : call grp
e : everyone
CG: left or left or left right
e: AC !
CG: left or left or left right
e: AC !
CG : hu do u wanna be a ?
e : AC WARRIOR
CG : hu do u wanna be a ?
e : AC WARRIOR
CG : how far ?
e: all the way !
CG: half way ?
e: no way !
CG : any sweat ?
E : no sweat !
ALL : chicken feet haha all the way !!!!!
ALL :AC !!!!!!!!!

take care all ,
god bless
( send me the mass dance song if u have ! )
(i apologise fer the lousy eng .)
( wil edit when i recall more stuff)
(-.-''' spent hour n half getting this done ! )

happy new year in advance

2005-12-31T16:09:00.000+08:00

well . haven't updated in a long time i think . have been going for pract .

watched narnia already . narnia ROX ! haha . the movie was good . all should go take a look at it if you're free . hahah if not jut borrow the pirated VCD or something (lol ) after that went to mr lee wei meng's place . met jacinda , chatted about his cats n more stuff . hai . this yr AES NA din do well fo n levels . haiz . v.bad passing rate . hai . ANYWAY , congrats to jun long for topping the school . hahah . well done man .
after that , went mrs lau's place . we watched dodge ball while eating pizza . it was very nice of mrs lau to order it for us dispite all of us refusing it . hahah . after that , all of us chatted with her exchanging certain info . haha . it was fun . i could feel the closeness there .

next day went for pract . had meeting in the morning but i was late ( damned bus) . well let's just say all of us need to work harder ! had practice , band lunch at pizza hut . hilarious i tell you , kenneth koh and wen long were like two peas in a pod , acting ever so strangely with their crazy antics . hahaha hilarious . i was bullyin mike as usual . k la . more pf playing ard . lol then dr lee saw . lol . hahahah

after piza , melissa , mike , kristen n i went to mike's place
they went there to kill time , n mike asked me to tag . lolz . after the two girls left , me n mike hung around , slacked and watched tv . i felt asleep halfway on the couch . david woke me up after that . went home had dinner then to NIE for bball . depressing was off form . lol

hai . speaking of which , i'm going to be J1 ... hai . gonna miss 4/1 , miss everyone ,well almost everyone , there are a certain obnoxious people whom i shan't mention and i hope our paths never cross ever again . but i'm gonna miss hian chong for his stupid lame antics for making me laugh till i peng , carrick , justin for crapping around with and sharing his jap music with me . shu ming , fred , gab for their crap as well to entertain everyone . wei chong and his whinning abt charmaine . Qin heng and his total crap too . haiz . too bad some off them want to choose to go to a different mode of education . hai . then the rest didn't get into AC . hope we get reunited there after three months or something . it's a good thing that joe , erwin will be around . hahah at least i won't be that lonely

it's gonna be weird . stepping into a totally diff environment on the 3rd . not aes , no more shouts of AH TAN AH TAN and looking at people run from him , no more CRAZY sec ones ( sec twos by now ) driving us nuts . no more going for band pract there , getting ppl to do their stuff and not slacking ard . no more familiar faces ard . no more good teachers to make lessons interesting .

let me post an update la
teachers leaving
ms phang - left for prison school
mr lee khin tern - ACS I
mrs chen - i think private sector
ms poh - further studies
and . haiz , mr tony fun . the craziest teacher of the lot . hahah i heard he resigned . that's really sad . i was hoping to visit him during chinese new yr and crap ard wif him . too bad then . haiz .. really gonna miss that nut case (lol) well . joe cld be right . may be he was waiting for us to complete o levels then leaving . "we probably kept him going " wei joe said . hai . hope to see u soon mr fun

well i'm not exactly sad n depressed to leave school . at the same time i'm looking forward to know more ppl , to be immersed in a totally new culture . i'm excited too ! but still i miss the school that i once dread and wanted to leave badly ( that was sec one ) . hai

take care everyone ,

god bless

weird

2005-12-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

ankle hurts like mad
slightly tired
feels a bad sign , feeling .
hope god can take it away .
let it go away
GO AWAY

pressure

2005-12-27T17:58:00.000+08:00

well . had pract today . well , we given like lectures i think by different people . they were literatelly wake up calls for me . to start getting ready for more stress and greater work load . yeap !
Two concerts (march , june )
sydney competition
sounds like loads to prepare for

well speaking off pract . i was made to play chimes today . first time hahah . well it went on like SHIT la .. hahah played really like crap . felt like crap too . lol . but i've gotta learn . hahah i hope i do pick up fast enough . getting used to the new snare grip now . not much cramping up any longer . haiz .... regret not listening to aes seniors and force my own self to learn mallets . lol . now i live to bear torture . lol .

well i'm like dead tired after having pract today and basketball yest . lol . and like i cannot really go out this few days . have to take care of the place . parents are overseas . my dad's in china . haha that means DVDs gallor !!! hahahah so like any of the stressed up ppl wanna take break and watch movies , let me know . should be able to let you choose from a wide variety by then . hahah

well , take care everyone

GOD BLESS !

hmmm

2005-12-23T13:03:00.000+08:00

wells , band practice has been tired , yet fulfilling . surprisingly ,i think the section's gonna turn crazier . with the combined forces of wen long and branden(hope if got it rite ) , the whole place will be crazy . hahah they provide endless entertainment

any ways yesterday , i went out with the section peeps and other members to the esplanade to support the choir . met bing yany , teng yong , and fizah there . talked to them for a short while then listened to the choir while pondering on my own thoughts .

had dinner

crystal started her conspiracy . should be obvious who was pin pointed by now . it'll only be a matter of time before i get mine .
oh ya , then arthur should me and eunarco the yeti sport game . it's a game whereby penguins recieve torture all in the name of entertainment . hahahah well , obviously , the penguin didn't really like the idea . it was hilarious .
after dinner , we went back to the choir performance area for a while then went to the roof top of the esplanade to chat and took a few photos .
after that went home
well , hhahah band's already fun now , but it's gonna get better . more NCO ppl coming , some i'm happy to see , some i rather hide or face her shrieking voice .. lol(BMs should know hu )
hahaha

well the other day . i read an article on the papers of people pimping themselves on line with webcams . hiaz . one if them acutally had his father aranage some of the ideas sold online . it's like WTH is going on with those idiots?! wad is the world coming to ? it's just unlike what it was in the past . haiz . a perfect misuse of modern tech . haiz

oh wells , gotta go

cya everyone
take
care
and
god
bless

ACsian

2005-12-20T19:08:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD !!!! I MADE IT IN !!!! WHHHEEEEEE
okie , guess you guys got the message . yeap ! god has been wonderful and i guess this is the first of my many applications to be successful !!! yes thank god for that too .
yes . was so happy !!! i was having sectionals , playing first suite snare part . when all of a sudden my pocket vibrated . i rushed , picked up the phone and i recognised as AC no . ( yes i called the school before . that's why i recognised it ) . wheee so happi . after that got my stuff rushed for section lunch , rushed back to school to settle appeal .
went JJC with martin , transferred ourselves out of the school , went back . and now and official ACsian (fer three months at least )
well at first i had loads to say but .. i guess ... errr . too happy ... hahah dun need to worry liao lor

cya !

take care everyone
god bless

posting's out

2005-12-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

well , posting day . i woke up at ten , helped shu ming checked his posting first , then checked mine .

well , i got into Jurong . hiaz . well now it's all up to god's help . looking around , i really sorta regretted not putting more emphasis revising for either physics or a math during prelims . had i done that , i could have gotten like maybe 12 or 11 points instead . haiz

yea , i shouldn't sigh . but i'm kinda disappointed la . what can i say . i have a real bad experience with appeals and applications . seems like i'm rejected most of the time . *shakes head* for DSA , i almost landed in SAJC . guess they were looking for a mallet player not , a snare drummer . anyway , thankful i didn't enter . this way i would still have a chance to enter ACJC. hahah . thinking back then , i had justin , shu ming to cheer me up ( thanks guys) . it was REAL disappointing when je recieved letter , erwin recieved letter . and i waited patiently every single day , checking my letter box immediately after school for the offer letter . well . in the end , seems like i was rejected

well all i can do is to settle my admin work ASAP and also to pray real hard . maybe god wil pull me through la . ain't really in a good mood now la
plus my sister's watching seaseme street really loudly .. hahah getting a little agitated

LORD , IT'S NOW IN YOUR HANDS . YOUR WILL NOT MY WILL BE DONE . so now if i'm to go JJC , hey , i'll try it out there then .

anyway . to all reading this post . i use the blog here to talk about my angst , my saddness and disappointment . real sorry if i bore anyone here . obviously this to help lighten my load
alrite . i got to change up and go and settle my admin matters

seeya

take care
god bless

(pray for me and all those appeal cases yar . hahah like wad zhi wen said , hope at least all who appeal get in and well , if not at least all four percussionists get in hahahah . pray for me alright . those that need mine , tell me , i'll remember you all in prayer !! . take care )

backed

2005-12-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm i'm back hahah from where you might ask . haha from erwin's place of course . yesterday we (wei chong , shu ming , fred , erwin ) went out to help erwin buy a certain gift for a certain person . after which we had dinner chatted about crap hahaha ( dun think you'll be interested lol )
anyway after that we went off. shu ming went home , while me fred and erwin went to my area . fred went up to my place to finish his dinner ( lol he tapao his dinner cuz he eat slow) while erwin went to meet that person

certain events occured afterwards la but all was fine . at erwin's place we stayed up til late . wtched a lil tv . crapped a lil on msn and stuff . after that me and fred dozed off first while erwin still used the com .
morning woke up crapped a lil longer then sent erwin off . hahah

first and fore most thanks to song jian yong and his it skills . wahahah wif it i can play Bnet . hahah see you all there soon . you're gonna get a butt whooping soon all of you !!!
read fred's so call email too . that lame ass . he added me on msn then sent the email supposedly to talk about msn messenger and instead

sent an email which is 80 percent full of his self praise with his usual calling himself the star . etcetcetc . hahah

but thanks to psm and fred la they did something nice hahahaha thanks you all and also thanks to erwin too for being such a bro for the past three years plus lar ( remember sec one ... errrr didn't really talk ) so ya to some it offit's three years hahaha ... buddies for life man thanks for doing alot for me . hhahaha
anyways . sleeping little has it's disadvantage .. like now ...
....
......
i think i'm going about in circles .. damn tired
cherio

take care

god bless

quick update

2005-12-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

well well well . it's been ages since i last updated . have been going out to play basketball . played alot more dota . (i'm addicted already) haha had a major's outing on monday . AES BAND majors of 03,04,05 and 06 went out .. had fun . talked a lil of band stuff and lolz .. all the graduated majors for some reason wore white and shi ying , considered the trainee wore black . hahaha wad a coincidence . for some weird reason i felt very groggy the whole day . yawning the whole day . sorry melinda , brian and shi ying if ended up being the spoiler .

nothing much happened la . hiaz

to daniel khong : i read you blog about the cross roads thing . dude . i feel your pain . i understand how you feel about the being left out and stuff .. well all i can do is to pray for you and your family . remember jeremiah29:11 everything happens for a reason k ? just seek god for his help and have faith in him in this time of need .. hahah take care arh ..
PS : hahah i'm itching to dota with all of you again ..

anyways ya . that about it la ...
as i said. quick update
see ya around .

take care and GOD BLESS !

shagged

2005-11-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

to start off , one of the most inspiring and best teachers in the history of assumption english school passed away on the 24th of nov . i happened to be at ACJC during the band's tune in session . (so happens that i already felt like crap having forgotten how to play many things that day) . anyways , brendon was helping me with the chinese spring overture timpani part when i felt my phone vibrate several times . when Dr lee stopped conducting to teach certain stuff , i took out my hand phone to check my messages . i was half expecting to see a report from shi ying about the planning or one of my friends asking me to go out . but , of all the messages i recieved , they carried the message :

Miss Tan just passed away this morning . Please check the newspapers for details of her wake .Please pass this message around .

i was ... speechless .i didn't know wad to reply.i sat there on the timpani chair momentarily stunned . so i put on a mask , masking my saddness through out the whole tune in and even the barbeque that night laughing along with everyone pretending nothing's wrong . it was only on the bus on the way back that i felt the impact . i really didn't expect it so soon . and i was hoping to pass her my gift some time next week after the ACJC band camp . but ..
it was too late ..
i didn't attend her wake . for that i regretted it . the school has suffered a great lost . miss tan is a VERY dedicated teacher . one that i respect and look up to . i always listened to all her nagging during her lessons . although they were nagging , it was for our own good . as a result i passed all my science papers in sec 2 with flying colours . YES even the physics part that i suck badly at . i took down every note she flashed on the ohp and remembered all her classroon demonstrations vivdly . about the time she used the scent of perfume spreading around the class as a demonstration of diffusion and using me to selectively allow students into the class to demonstrate osmosis and all the stories regarding interesting science facts . in fact . i will burn these demonstrations into my memory forever .
then came sec three when i found out she had cancer . was stunned . what stunned me even more was that when she taught all the sec 2 classes she was already diagnosed with cancer of the first stage . but .. she just carried on teaching us . then came the stories of how the other classes would anger her until she walked out on them during lessons . all that while she was suffering from cervical cancer . that enraged me , always did when i recall these accounts .
but what is done is done ...
then during my sec three year as band major , on teacher's day , miss tan came back to visit her friends . many students went to see her whilst i was being debriefed for a VERY long time . by the time i finished , i ran back to the band room from vincent hall to dump my stuff before seeing miss tan . but i was greeted by teary eyed juniors . i ran to the office only to meet more downcast students telling me that she have already left the school to rest . i was very disappointted that day .
then this year i went to see her on the day i got back my last prelim result . she was in so much pain . we sang hymns with her , prayed for her . i felt helpless but i prayed for her asking the lord to ease her pain.the next day mrs koor told us that miss tan went for almost a whole day without morphine . i rejoiced . god has heard my prayer .
then came the news

sorry miss tan i did not pay my last respects . i am so sorry may you rest in piece in paradise with the lord

well the tune in was .. errr... loads to say la . all i have to say is that looking at ACJC made me feel like crap that i still have loads to learn . that AES needs to very hard for our dream of gold and even anything beyond that . the section was fun . they were a nice bunch . very united . brendon made life there always entertaining with his jokes . Arthur ,Crystal ,both eunice(s) and brendon never cease to amaze me with their skills . i'm looking forward to working under them learning from them to improve on myself and maybe helping my section in AES improve . ( for whoever ho wanna learn, so if certain ppl dun wanna learn anything when i go back should piss off when i'm teaching . you should know who you are ).
the practices were no doubt grueling yet so professional with everyone becoming serious during combines like for example fidi (hope i spelt it correctly) turning super serious . becoming very different from the person i know outside band . the musical theory lessons amazes me for back at AES we never had lessons like these and of course Dr Lee's unique conducting style and er you know the plural and singular words mix up which is different from what Mr Goh and Mr Yiong do in band . all which i need getting used to . i really need to improve my self , my sticking , my sight reading . plenty of catching up to do . but for now let's just hope i dun have to appeal .
and yes i'm still feeling the drain from the demands of the practices . no doubt that ex major from our school(forgot the name) who came back to visit the band when i was in sec one said ACJC band will be an eye opener was right .it is . i also have to catch up on my musical standards .
well anyways after church yesterday , i went off with kelvin and on the way back i was sharing my experience with shi ying . preparing her for grueling sessions if AES is to improve . after which while changing buses , i met jason , a J2 oboeist from ACJC band and we had a nice chat and judging from what he tells me , mike still has chance in it .
mike , if your reading this , dun give up!!! there is still a chance , call me when you're back . i'll fill you in !

alrite i think i sorta lamented or nagged too much

take care everyone

GOD BLESS !

nothing much la

2005-11-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm . nothing much today . lazed around the whole day la .. sorry melinda never reply your sms . lolz , i forgot all about it . pai seh .

well sam yap ( my ever friendly neighbour and buddy ) came over and helped me install dota while we watched harry potter .. wahahah

sigh , i realised how much i suck on the basketball court now ever since o levels . i can't even shoot properly . my jump shots are like CRAP , my two point is worse . i can't even score three in a row let alone my eight shot record , my three point shots . hiaz . nothing much to say , just disappointed . i must get my skills back and improve

okie , gtg , sayo

take care everyone

God Bless

hi . i'm back

2005-11-20T12:02:00.000+08:00

hello all . it' s good to be back . after all , o levels is over . haha well anyway the papers were ok . hope to get a single digit . only paper that i was pissed about was SS la i studied the whole damn theme from growth of nations . nothing came out in the end . well fortunately , mdm koh made a huge error in her notes saying that conflicts amongst countries never came out before . So ? i studied . it came out , i did the ques , after the paper after hearing damien complaining did i realise that it's a theme repeated from last year ... SO GLORY BE TO GOD FOR THAT !!

on an overall , i must really thank god for helping me through my olevels . it was great for a few hints to pop out before papers from him
like for example , english , i saw one of the essay questions the night before . it was actually a rephrased essay question from last time . in the end i actually brain stormed for my three arguement points already . so i wrote the essay with ease
another incident is during e math paper god prompted me to look at the question before for a hint in the number pattern answer . well i got the formula in the end
for chem , i suffered a major headache during the paper . fortunately was able to complete the paper on time . thank god for that

well there are still many more incidents

well i went for the 31st pop . made me feel damn nostalgic la . the performance was not fantastic but a good job on an overall by the 31st batch . haha but , the 30th batch is still the best . after that did the usual photo taking then all the NCOs of last year , about 28 of us went to orchard to eat . almost all wearing NCO shirt wating
i mean it was weird . we're supposed to be the most organised people in band .. but .. it was chaoatic while eating , laughing , shouting and jestering was the theme of the night . well , it was great fun ! ha i enjoyed myself throughly . the right energy booster for the second week of exams

time skip till yesterday

it was evan's wedding . well . it was good , of us boys finally have a spiritual mother haha. during the ceremony , evan sang a song for mabel . awwww . haha she cried after that .after the wedding all of us went to play dota at cyber dome
damn , now i understand why the game is so damn fun la . haha all thanks to daniel khong la arh , he taught me how to use my abilities properly and wad weapons to buy and stuff .
i killed 6 ppl :)
HAHA MIKE TAN , FRM ONE NOOB TO ANOTHER , I KILLED YOU MORE TIMES THEN U DID ME !!!!!!
after that , went to joel ong's (br) house before the wedding , slackked off there and like when i was using the net , joel was trying to find some interesting detail about me .. hahaha
see , this is wad happens when you're in a single sex school . lolz , end up me and joel wore the exact same thing to the wedding ....... i became his "twin"

after that david fetched us to church . when we told him we were going to perform eternal flame for evan's wedding , he sorta freaked .
so....
we made up a song for evan on the car while STUCK in a traffic jam .after which at the dinner , we took turns to go to the staircase to rehearse
only to be told we do not have a slot to perform for him
well , we performed after dinner when everyone left .
lolz , in between the course , we crapped alot at he table , at the same time hand copying the lyrics of the song . haha me mike and joel were like copying the lyrics
yes , i misbehaved cause i ordered red wine to drink .. hahah when all of us started drinking , while sober , we were still talking logically . till it came to the refill . eugene's face was FLUSHED, daniel was going to the toilet like once every dunno when . he left the table the most , blaming it on his weak bladder . when i did something stupid , they would all say , "sam , you have had too much to drink." -.-''' hahah
anyway in between we were poking fun at our food , of which daniel used the lobster head as a nose cap and posing for a photograph with it .
after that we performed for evan ... awwww .. he cried ... sniffles . anyway after that we went on home . david fetched joel to furama and then fetched me home . well , he was driving . a word of advice , try not to drive in two different countries . all the way back , david went driving in circles countless times .. simply hilarious .
i went home tipsy headed slept and woke up still feeling slightly dizzy lolz...
oh well , sorry for boring ALL of you (if you were ) if you enjoyed yourself , thank you .. hahah

take care all

PLAY HARD

god bless

bio practical

2005-10-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

darn it la .. i .. think i got screwed by bio pract .. EVERYONE did ... especially the first question

hiaz .. blogging now for the last few times ... maybe next time it's to lament about my other practical but i pray it's to rejoice .

i need help . all of you please pray that i dun distant my self from god at this point of time . hiaz ..

really scared now . heck haven't even started mugging for humans .. think i'll do somemore pract for physics .. a maths ... hahahah

gonna appeal my case to ACJC this sat i hope .. i wanna go in there really .. but well i just hope god wants me to be in there ...

tml's grad day ... i'm gonna be damn sad . thinking back i was unhappy to come here . even wanted to transfer ( yes , i'm a jackass ) onli not to realise that i've grown to love the school so much .

DISCLAIMER : I DO NOT LOVE THE SCHOOL ADMIN SYSTEM AND THE COCKED UP SECURITY SYSTEM AND ALSO *AHEM* ... YA U KNOE LA ARH . NEW MANAGEMENT

hiaz ...

please pray for me and all ur buddies taking o levels

take care

god bless

2005-09-30T19:58:00.000+08:00

prelim results came back ... hiaz .. i got thirteen points .. praying that ACJC will accept me .. realise that i ain't working hard enough .. everyone around me is getting A1s like mad .. i've onli got 3 .. hiaz .................... oh ya , Jian yong won me in the end .. calculation mistakes ....

anyway something else .. AES people , PRAY for miss tan .. the other day , i went wif shu ming , gab, fred,joe,charlene , erwin , sarah , eunice and a few more ppl to see miss tan...
i felt damn sad when i saw her ... her condition isn't that good .. so please remember her in your prayers

anyway , thanks the other day to
erwin
shu ming
joe
justin
hao quan
damien goh
daniel
thank you all for being there when i sorta .. ya you knoe wad i mean .. hahaha
please pray for miss tan

prelim results

2005-09-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

to start things off ... hiaz .. many peeps are unhappy about english for a certain reason not to be named .. lol later kena sued ... -.-'''

anyway due to the grade i got (C5) it's hard to achieve my target

i feel the sheer disappointment just thinking about it . i think jackie must be sad too .. hiaz .. he got a four had his grade been pushed up by one , he would hav achieved the scholarship for his JAE admission ... at least he'll make it for o levels ....

ARGH

but sumthings to rejoice about ....
chemistry .. i almost achieved my dream of getting top for chemistry .. ARGH .. hahah i'm fine la .. song jian yong won me by 2 percent .. snifff sniffff snifff hahahah

BUT BIOLOGY HAHAHA SONG JIAN YONG ... HAHAHA WE MIGHT HAVE TIED FOR TOP BUT I WON YOU FOR YOUR RAW SCORE .. HAHAHAH yes i got top in the level for biology ... FINALLY ... hahah if a certain ex teacher were here , i would have shoed that to her and roll on the floor and laaughedddd..

well a maths .. forget it my official weakest sub ... a 4 .

e math hoping for a one got a 2 ... it was good la .. a lil disappointing but i'm cool ... -.-'''

then history got my standard 40/50 grade

now we have left , physics total , social studies .... hope to get overall two and one respectively ...

i wanna go ACJC ......

hope to go in

to all hu feel disappointed ... my good buddy erwin told me to let it go if u miss .. but i say . even with the disappointment , trust in the lord that it is part of your purpose ...

gotta watch sum tv then do a lil mugging before bedtime ...

see ya
take care

god bless

prelims are over

2005-09-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

wooohoooo prelims are over ... after all that studying i'm gonna go on a three day puke plan ,
1) sleep till i wanna puke
2)play all i want till i wanna puke
3) watch all the tv i want till i puke

hahaha hiaz anyway , mrs lee ham was very niao this time ... i saw my test papers le .. for my compo JUST because she claims she couldn't read my handwritting , she fails me by ONE MARK .. WTH .... you know how bad that can be ??? anyway , she says she'll consider remarking the essay , hahaha hope i get a four overall lor .. if not getting into a JC will be very hard le especially the one i've been aiming for ...

well a maths screwed up first paper .. i suspect cause i was too tensed .. hehe made up fer it the second paper . so far only lost like wad ? 5 marks after comparing with the answer key mrs chan put up =) hahah
e maths no prediciton . hope for a one
physics , all should be fine as long as i dun lose any more marks for paper one
biology .. hehehe i hope the A1 i feel i'll get will come true
chemistry feels like a little like wad i felt for bio
chinese .. hehe no chinese
history and ss .. some parts partly because i'm too tired i wrote bullshit .. hope it's good for a one

that's all i think really afraid for english la .. hope i dun get less then a four ....

think i'm gonna go improve my speed written handwritting in case mrs lee ham type of examiner wants to screw my results up ... argghhhh ...

i still dun understad wen i write like that in the past , i still get my marks ... this time ? argh ..

actually very surprised at physics . i tot i'll get a three .. well looks like i've to buck up on my physics and a maths .. hahah

well all i can say is that one sorry for not blogging . went on a hiatus to concentrate on prelims
i might just blogg a few times just before i stop till o levels are over ..
anyway the other things seem to be going for me .. except for english . i know i can do it ... damn it la ..... all i'm worried is about the score requirement for ACJC heard they wanna pull the marks to a higher standard ... argh .....
anyway play hard guys .. then let's go and chiong for o levels !!!!!

take care everyone

GOD BLESS

a month to practical

7 weeks to o levels

finally i knoe

2005-08-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

well , after blogging just now , did several things .. spoke to faizal .... thanks bro , u helped me alot ... i finally knoe wad i'm going through .. turns out .. that ... i have officially been burnt out ... i have overexerted myself studying . over pressured , overly stressed ... that explains my grumpy mood in class .. hahahahahahhaha .. he advised me not to play computer games n go play basketball ... lolz ... played till the lights were shut down .. after that went to chat with ee ren ..its been like four years since we sat down to chat like that .. hahah after o levels . basketball whole day . learn maybe bass guitar too .. lolz . if can go three months , WHOOOSH ... then by the time i go jc , wahahahah maybe got hope le .. hehehe .....

okie gotta stop monologuing ... i'm feeling alot better now .. YEO ZHI WEN , if you are reading this , follow my advise , dun over exert , dun fall like me ..

see ya around .. :)

THANKS AGAIN TO MY BRO FAIZAL :)

ARGH

2005-08-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

ain't gonna blog happi things today .... hiaz ... not gopnna tok abt my b'dae stuff yet .. after all the celebrations has taken place , then , will i blog abt it

could have done better , should have given myself better .. ARRRRGGGGHHHHH ... i was so FRIGGIN tired doing the mock paper , the june o level a maths paper .. WAD THE HELL
give away marks also wrong .. WHY ?! too tired to read ques properly !!!! WTF like tt 6 FREE MARKS GONE . diffrenciation : nvr READ PROPERLY ALSO . HALF THE MARKS GONE .. WTF .... relative velocity , set expected .. too tired to think for them hopefully can scrap up some marks . WTH . my last ques , either or , circular measure , co ordinate GEOMETRY , both my specialist areas .. WTH

MESSEDD UP THERE TOTALLY , GOT DIFFERENT ANSWER FROM THE REST ... HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN ?!

i really freakkin stressed now . i hav to make it for three months . hav to go JC . must go to AC . at least a JC . i dunno wat i'll do if i miss .. WTH .... huever heard of a diploma guy doing medicine ??? from wad i heard , IMPOSSIBLE ... HOW ??? i better make it here .. ARGH...

so stressed .. dunno wad to do

stressed

2005-08-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

argh .. why am i feeling so stressed ?! tuition cannot absorb fast enough .. i need to relax n gain my energy back . how ?? good lord help me

whoooppeeee .. jappp summer festival ROX

2005-08-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

wow .. one week just zoomed by like that .. hiaz .. don't really feel like studying .. a little tired from it . hav to take a hiatus

anyway , this week had a few bizzare dreams
one was that i was back in the band room with the arrangement of the chairs and instrument exactly like we were going to hold a concert in the room . then mr goh gave out persis overture ... hahaha i remembered i was damn happy when i saw the score . as usual , johnston was fighting wif me over snare drum part . ended up he got it while i played timpani ... lolz .. after that i woke up

well yesterday , i went to SAJC to support shan ling for her national song writing competition finals .. went to H.C house first . wanted to go with him .. wah then the rain poured down . i prayed for the rain to stop . then it gradually , gradually stopped .. lolz but HC father fetch us to school cause the rain was still quite heavy . but when we drovve out of HC's house . the rain had already stopped ... lolz .. alot of people were late for the thing . lolz especially justin ... wah lau i on the way to school he called me ..... ended up he called me from home .. anyway there were about 20 of us who went to support shan ling . well she did well . sang well compared to some of the other acts ... wah lau . she won 3 awards one 1st , two 2nds ... a total of 700 cash O.O ... wah lau ... the judge even commented that her lyrics were expressive and well written .. hahaha way to go .. you made AES proud ... =)

well , after the gang of us went down to singapore expo to take the shuttle bus to summer festival . there was
fred
gab
HC
rick
justin
qin heng
me
all seven of us . shu ming joined in laterr .. he reached there the latest and in the end fred just kept on suanning him non stop ... sadly he left the place early due to his gastric ...

well justin's mom was kind she gave justin 120 coupons to use then weeach took 10 bucs worth of coupons . hahahaha split up tp get own food .. went with hian chon , rick , gab . we went to buy curry rice , a few drinks .. hahah hian chong went to get hot dog .. really not worth . hehe smart ppl like me n gab were smart enuff to save up for sum other stuff ... me n chong bot teriyaki chicken thing .. lolz ... forgot the name ..

as usual , everyone of us walked around .. erhm ... erhm .. enjoying the sights of erhm ... hahaha ,, carrick was like stunned arh ..ahahahah all over the place also have ... hhahahahahha

me n hc went to play the yo yo game while rick n gab went to admire more ... HAHA .. the game was to use a hook and hook a ballon "yo yo " without breaking the filter papered string .. wah lau filter paper leh . some people haven't even got one and the damn string broke liao .. hahaha hooked up two balloons .. wah lau hianchong bad sia .. he stole from another person , the gal hooked the balloon but the string broke then he just took the balloon from her and walked away .. wah lau ...

after that we sorta hunted down justin's sister .. to get more balloons .. WAH LAU they had like a bundle full of balloons lor .. hahah fred became shameless went up to boot lick to gett balloons . in the end justin's sis friend dropped a whole bundle of balloons and ran off ..hahahaain the end almost all of us had a balloon
we then went to stage the circle there and joined in the japenese dance .. IT WAS DAMN FUN . REALLY . many people joined in . later half way one of the ladies in the kimmono asked me , gab, fred , qin heng and rick to go up on stage to dance .. wah lau it was EVEN MORE FUN ON STAGE hahahaha we went for several rounds thn decided we better start leaving before we miss a chance on the shuttle bus . we tried to spend all our coupon all of us wanted to go buy food .haha in the end we used the coupon too buy te shirt la .. all of us except fred took the same size and same design but hian chong went to get the other design ... =.==''' hahahahha buut in the end onli paid like 7 bucks for the shirt because we had the coupons to save 3 .. lolz

we took the shuttle bu and fred was saying that justin should invite us every year as a form or reunion for our gang and justin cannot invite his JC friends lolz .. hahaha i wish man .. it would be so fun lor .. wah i just remembered . there was this guy dressed up in a kimmono with the uchiha symbol .. lolz ...anyway we later took a train home as usual wif all the crapping and suanning done on the ride home .. .

reached hoe at 2300 plus .. FUN LIKE HELL ...
THANKS ALL OF YOU WHO WENT OUT .. IT WAS UBER FUN ... HEHE ... THANKS ESPECIALLY TO JUSTIN FOR THE INVITE :):):)

take care everyone

god bless ...

whooppeee

2005-08-12T18:36:00.001+08:00

today ain't gonna be a sad posting ...
wheeeeee ......

i got results for chinese o levels today .. hahahah
wheeee... good results leh .. hahaha by my own standards ..
i got a B3 and distinction for my oral . =) .. really super happi .

well today nothing much stayed back and mugged but went home earlier than usual cause the rest wanted to ..... hahhaa then watched naruto 146 and now downloading manga ...

THANK GOD FOR MY RESULTS !!!!!!!!!

to those who are unhappy . JIA YOU alright . i'm sure that all of you can do it and push your grades up alrite . don't be disheartened ...

whooppeee

2005-08-12T18:36:00.000+08:00

happi national day

2005-08-10T09:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE .. hahah well there's nothing much for me to say about national day . no basketball cause whole body ache due to the basketball playing and tug of war the day before ... -.-''' i studied some bio la ... but the chpt was so bloody long that i got sick off it lor ... hiaz ... after that i din watch much of the parade and then slacked ... wanted to watch the whole of red planet but forced myself to sleep cuz i needed to meet with the rest tomorrow to mug .... hahah yes justin ... mugging on national day holiday .. no , i am not mad .. hhahahahah ended up cannot sleep and slept like 12 plus =.='''

well monday was fun . had perf fer percussion in the morning .. erm ...... that .. nvm .... no comments la arh ... after that ... HAHA tug of war .. IT WAS UBER FUN hhahahahahha we won the championships ... hehe well good job EVERYONE . EVERYONE HU PLAYED NOT ONLI MY CLASS BUT EVERY SINGLE CLASS =) . after that joe treated us pizza and to finish off the pizza , we played the guess the number game ... hahah justin kenna twice ... hahaha then elvany almost kenna twice also .. wah .. but carrick helped jacinda eat when she lost leh ... hahaha

after pizza , chiong home to bathe then chiong to NIE there to play basketball wif joe and his pri school friends ... guess what . i din't know la . if you all think i'm suaku then sorri lor .. but nie is actually CCAB !!! hahahah .. fond memories la .. as i walked across the track , the stadium and looked up at the CCAB logo on the building , hiaz ... i miss the camp la .... later i went into CCAB to look around and i suddenly brought myself back to camp itself , i seemed to have seen all the NCOs carrying their mace and instrument chatting , i saw the percussion section the whole gang chatting and laughing away . then i brought myself back to reality ... it has passed .. hiaz .. well hope to see all of them during the chalet . miss my section mates the most ... hahahha well we played basketball like 4 hrs 5 hrs plus . through out the whole thingi felt too tired to play la . aiming was off and all that .. wah lau then at the last game suddenly got energy to chiong ... =.=''' hahaha . went home ended up sleeping in front of the tv ... ahhaha .

okie . take care everyone

god bless

PRELIMS ARE COMING !!!!!!!!

with man it is impossible . but with god it is possible

2005-08-07T10:03:00.000+08:00

well that was the title of yest sermon .. had band yest ... then from there rush down to parkway to meet joel and evan to study .. lolz the journey took me close to two hours .. wah lau ... left school at 1230 reaached at 230 .. =.=''' anyway i studied while joel (barker) was trying too ... dude , buck up la .. prelim coming .. hehehe

after service , ate dinner . then met my mom fer a while to look at earphones .. hehe .. nothing i liked . so.... my mom gave me money to buy my own at parkway .. HAHA .. bought a good pair !! hahahah good deal ... good sound system + easy to keep ... hahahahah me and joel (SAJC) waited for my mom to be ready so that both of us can go home .. we slacked at MPH reading a book called velocity ... hmmm it's a funny book .. hahha i think i'll go borrow it from the library ...

sorry arh joel(SAJC) it's my fault la .. should have taken bus cause have to wait till like eleven plus till when my mom finished .. would have reached home earlier if not for me ... i'm sorriiiii

well today is performance day .... i wonder how issit gonna be....

oh well ... take care everyone

GOD BLESS

hiaz

2005-08-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

very bad week la

stupid incidents take place and i happen to be at the wrong place at the wrong time and i'm like kinda freak how this shit even happened ... wad's more the class morale is down due to this ... wah lau . if onli i'm not so blurr la .. if nt ... hiaz . could have help end this shit . let's just hope we move off and never be haunted by this again ...

hiaz ... performance coming up . hope johnston turns up tomorrow ... damn tired .. need to rest more ..

hehe hope 4/1 can win tug of war .. hhehehe .. watch out all

hahah anyway my earphones are still down . no replacements yet .. wahlau .. difficult sia . no ear phones but some pitiful free one which is siao . the free ear phones is like screwed up la ... hiaz pardon the bad english . i'm sorta tired ...

take care everyone

god bless

CHIONG ARH .. PRELIM IS COMING

aRGH .. talk about perfect timing

2005-07-31T12:31:00.000+08:00

well yesterday . went to school fer physics . cleared up some doubts for the TYS questions i faced . after that went to eat KFC with shu ming , fred , qin heng , gabriel , joe . Hao quan went home .. hahaha .. lolz . frm there rushed down fer church . hoped to be on time for ushering

WAD THE HELL .. the traffic flow SUCKED .. it tooked me long enuff to reach orchard to change bus ... but ... WTH ... it took me like DAMN long like 45 mins to get to parkway .. wah lau . the us full like hell no placeto sit . squeezy like hell ... .then suommore everystop there will be a few going down and MORE coming up . with the heavy traffic ... ARGHHH .. in the end reached church just before worship ended .. arrrggghhh

sermon was quite good ... entertaining . esp since it's pastor khong preaching ...always funni like hell .. hahaha after wards , dinner , cell grp then go hoome . while was about to plugg in to my MP3 , i realised my earphone is screwed .. TALK ABOUT PERFECT TIMING FOR THE LONG JOURNEY HOME .. WAH LAU ... luckily joel ( SAJC not BARKER ) lent me his earphones. we then went home together ...

hiazzzzzzzz ... after that went home sleep . woke up . went out fer breakfast . play a lil com . now mugging ... hiaz .. i hope i'll get ear phones soon ... hiaz ... TROUBLESOME LA .........

take care everyone

god bless

celebration of life

2005-07-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

haha . yesterday had celebration of life talk

the abortion videos really is bloody .. i watch le damned seh le lor .. i like no appetite . end up cannot eat lunch le ... iaz .. in humane .. hiazzz

after that had a maths lesson . did another paper

then did the usual muggin at the study area .. something bad happened la then in the end me , justin , carrick sat together the rest studied at another place .. however we caught up wif each othere . chatted quite a bit . felt the closeness la ....

anyway , today is friday means too tired to study cuz of cca ... i really NEED to step down le. i need to be studying .. hiaz ... hav ta wait .. only like 57 days till prelims .. need to do well .. gotta go to three months in JC .. welll ..

just somethng to be sad about . i think mr lee should have allowed justinto go . wad's worse is that my suspicions were confirmed . i tot i t wasn't like that one ... seemmsss .. seemmsss like a certain friend has actually .... hiaz ... i thought he regarded me the same way ... is this cuz of last time or something .. hiaz ... i dunno how will it be tomoorro ...

well ...... hiaz ....

sad bad day fer me

take care everyone

god bless

prelim coming .. CHIONG ARH

i feel like shit

2005-07-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

my day sucked .. really sucked la .. tt's why i'm blogging . well i think me and sarah are the last two NCOs to step down from the band .. hiaz ... well loads of crapped happened la . well some parts , i'm at fault la .. fine . but some parts .. hiaz . you speak too much . please you thnk you knoe the bunch well ? my foot . damn it .it front of you and in front of us they are 2 different people . yet you thinkk theirs in front of you is wad they truly are ? honestly . they should go mediacorp so damn good at acting . and since you saw their acting , think it is easy to handle them , you push . not that i never try to ask and push . wat do i get ? four lettered words vulgarities thrown at me ... WOW . fun eh ? hmmmmm .. let's see more shit . erm , another good person . well . weren't the three of us supposed to work as a team ? why are we the onli two to last leave the place every single time ? you ? wad the hell you do ?you go off wif your gang leaving us alone . did you not remember the past where all stood together ? hahaha u piece of shit . ends up onli 2 ppl getting all th shit from the heads and you ? happily in lala land wif your friends . hahah fun rite ? you better watch yourself . next time , when u screw upsomething real bad , i dun care hu u're under , i'll pour my WRATH on you . you'll really suffer . i don't care if people are going to mock you or me afterwards . all that matters is that you get some shitty sensed knocked into the shitty tiny little puny head of yours where you can do as you please . wake up la . come back into reality before you achieve what you want and EVERYONE suffers wif you . then later your counterpart will suffer . huever your counterpart is , i pity him or her . hahah i pity many others cause we'll hav to clean up your mess . a mess that you might create that is bigger then wad happened . you piece of shit . have fun . as for the former , well , i got nothing much to say . hahah later KENA SUED .. aiyo .. crap la . all i can say is that when i'm done and over wif everything , i'm outta here . i'll cum back once in a while look fer a while then leave . i have much better things to do then to see your pathetic face . everytime , i dread going ? why ? hear your hypocritism , see your damned face . i feel lik puking blood . i thinka transfusion will not even save my life . hahaha .
yea . i'm being super sacarstic now . wooohoooo
this part ain't sacarstic .since you all like to live in your little puny lala land so much . i suggest you create your ethopia by firstly digging a hole in the ground and you can create your civilization there where you all can live long and prosper ? don't think you're prosper . don't think there'll be future generation fer your ethopia . why cuz you all are all ********************** hahahah

i really feel like shit la . reached home amn late even though i din mugg cause of certain reasons . fun wad rite ????

sorry all if i bore you wif my lamentations . tt's why i named this blog la . i will lament about thing's i'm unhappy about . today really SUCKED . hope some one can cheer me up before i go siao .

hahah

gotta go .

take care everyone

god bless

to all sec fours : mug hard fer o levels n prelims

nothing much la ... seems boring

2005-07-16T15:24:00.000+08:00

seems like my stamina ain't really back yet . i'm still slacking in my studies between days. need to fully mobilise soon . prelims are coming . hope to really fully concentrate . plus my mondays and fridays are burnt. when i get home i can't even grab my pen .. lolz too tired ..

well last nite i finished all the vector question in my a maths ts .. wahhahaha finally . wahahaha well i gotta cover more ground . i hope to maintain or improve my results from mid year ... hiaz

hahaha well today onli study alcohol and half way thru carboxylic acids . maybe can study more tonight ... hmmmmm

well there seems to be some weird glitch on my blogger home page ... well fer one everything is in CHINESE !!! yes CHINESE the very subject i wanna forget about hahahahah well it's in the old version of chinese ain't even the version we study now ... wah lau ... it's been there since june . tried to fix the glitch to change back to good old english ... but -.-''' nothing seems to be working .... sianz long time never play basketball le . hope tomorrow dun rain then can go play .. sian school also cannot play cause mr kumar has his et of programme fer pe lessons . well at least i get o play captain's ball the next closest thing to basketball =) hehe

but still ain't good enuff .. hahaha

will blog less often in the future . hahah i better .. blogging will be at most once a week la . if you see me here more often then that means i'm slacking off and that ain't good .. hahaha can go n slap myself le like that . i think last nite not enuff sleep arh not much stamina to mug today ... well unless i'm blogging about something i'm VERY unhappy about yea . i shall keep it to maximum once a week la ...

sorri to all if i neglect my blog ( well i suppose not many people read my blog ) lolz .

well leave a tag if you're here k ??? hahahah

gotta go hav to get ready fer church . maybe can catch up on some lost sleep on the bus . hahaha

take care everyone

God Bless

to all fellow sec fours : STUDY hard ppl work hard .. hehe may u enter into ur dream schools =) but do remember to keep in contact hor ...

listening

2005-07-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

wahahaah .. well a week has passed . well in the future i will only update when i'm friggin free la or bored . i'll mostly me in skool till late so since i'm home early , shall blog

let's just say there's sum problems again . shan't elaborate . top secret =) hehe

well listening was ok la . seem to have all answers matched wif shan ling . hopefully can score la .. hehe

well i have slacked a bit these few days . need to buck up le . hahaha must push if SA dun accept me i'll try for AC under o level results lor . at leat got freedom to either go back fer band or try another cca la .. ahhaha thanks to those who cheered me up la ..

well me also changing myself la . also adapting le ...

sometimes i see that three in class and i shake my head
i once said that if this goes on , they'll onli have each other as friends when they leave .
one of them is self centred , the other sissy n gayish the third is actually a follower . ain't much a leader as i thought tt person was . well last time spoke to tt person seemed strong and willing . gues nw i really get to see a 360 view of that person's true colors . lolz ... i just shake my head la . contradict themselves non stop . hahahah tt's funny . say words won't hurt that person but actually .. hiaz ppl say a three lettered word and tt person ends up on the verge of tears ... dumb dumb

i gotta control myself la .. i get so agitated and frustrated recently .. dunno why . sorri guys if i blew up at you all .

hahaha well i dunno wad else to write la .. as usual i feel that the school system kinda suck la . mayb cuz diff approach of leadership .

mrs kum came in and sorta gave as a lecture on our attitude la . well i listened every word of it . hey we are wrong but if i am wrong , i'm gonna change ...

to all fellow 4/1ers : mr chow is a good teacher we should let him enjoy himself teaching the class fer the rest of our aes lives k ?

gotta go ...

take carre everyone

god bless

( thank you for lord helping me thru chinese Os . let me get sumthing good ... thank you )

long time no see

2005-07-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

well , it's been Uber long since i blogged ..

anyway loads of stuff happened

i ain't that free anyway . from the looks of it i thinki kena rejected by st andrew already ... hiaz . unless some idiot recieved a letter but didn't pass it to me . i dunno la . i veri sad la

mt oral's over . hiaz .. listening's coming then english oral then prelims . hiaz ....

i'm really sad la . lolz CJC also reject me le . but , tt i dun give a damn . i'm onli bothered about ST andrew . hiaz issit cuz i din go fer the audition for their band ?? I WAS BURNING WITH A HIGH FEVER OF 40 DEGREES DAMN IT . wah lau . i did ok during the interview i din freak out . but how come certain people can go in even if they did screw up leh ?! then sommore say i sure can go in .. hiaz . ( DREAMS CAME CRASHING DOWN )
others going in . just dun wan to join choir the rejecting ?! (-.-''') wasted la . give me the damn letter and change your name to mine la . haiz . i'm just so sad now la . i called them then they said that i try waitina little longer for my letter . told them the rest recieve it early this week

" chances are you have been rejected . well you can try for phase 2 again ... "

???? wah lau . hiaz .

really damn demoralised now la ...

sorri haven't been blogging recently

well this way i can try fer either ACJC or SA again using o levels .

i'm just scared i freak out during paper and screw up real baad la ...

hiaz . my day kinda suuck now

god take away this feeling of disappointment in me now .....

will the damn person if he recieved my letter by mistake pass it to me or can the college just tell me the truth instead of making wait in anticipation ???? WTH

hiaz ....

gotta go mug already

take care everyone and god bless

replies : froggie aka edwin : hahaha duh . told ya it's clown pants wad .
nadiah and brian : ahahaha ya la y dun you all ask him fer a pair of the socks then hang it over your bed . i bet you'll love the scent lolz
zat : dude , i feel your pain man . really
Sarah : i ain't got som much time to go blog la . i reach home at eight plus leh then still need to study where got time to mug

sorri to all fer not linking .
chances are i not updating fer a long time . gotta mug

really sad now . hiaz

BaNd PrAcT n MoRe

2005-06-24T21:52:00.001+08:00

hmmm ...

23rd of june
let's start from yesterday .. had band and .. hiaz dunno la . ths stupid flu bug or something . so many of the members fell sick la .. aiyo .. attendence damn bad . then to sort out the scores , shi ying was asked to help out lor ... hahah her hair .. now like mushroom leh . really like mushroom . well , shi ying , if you are reading this , haha no offence la .. but welcome back to primary school life . hahaha u shld understand why i said that . lolz

helped her sort out the scores while the rest were doing sectionals . the percussion gals were out drilling on their scales lor while the boys were to learn their parts . hiaz ... after help shi ying sort out the scores realized that johnston did little or may be nothing during sectionals . X was like damn shit la . bully him . wah lau , must be so petty meh .. hiaz nothing to say la .. remebering it onli makes my blood boil i dislike it when the weak are preyed on by others and yet they still stubbornly admit that they are right and playing by the rules . Y was no better either , he pakat with X and helped him ( i'm not that shocked la .. know his stunt by now )

went around , spoke to sarah and bingyang about stuff and i caught nadiah and jiamin slackin .. play harrypotter .. hmmmm play that song that brandon n co like to play .. hmm NICE HOR ??!!!! ..wah lau please . conductor ask u to practice scales , i bz cannot help n u all clown . remind u also no use.. hiaz .. well at least u all did practice and were productive .. oi DUN slack le lah .. you all got potential . work harder , improve your techniques la woman .. hahaha well it was certainly encouraging to see Yumi working hard . wah , even though she sick still drill hard on her skills .. pei fu le .. hahaha real spirit of a hard working percussionist .. hahaha she really make me proud ... after that combines was forced to sight read jupiter cuz sectionals cuz of the stuff happenin cannot pract .. wahahah my jupiter chorale sounded good .. hehehe then played christmas fest opening and monoko .

after that had lunch . sadly , we had to get own lunch and were given an hour to eat . it is either to eat in school or out of school la , me and a few guys ate in school .. wah lau . javis was crapping his dirty shit again ... hiaz .. hahaha funny la but tt fella should control himself la .. getting out of hand . then another person came by , act friendly , crack shit .. wah lau , not funni also luff ... aiyo . please , be yourself la ... no offence to anyone .

after lunch conductor told me to photocopy tanabata ( 7th night of july whoopee ) and to prepare the part fer percussion by making a score fer the section . wah first tome do this . rushed as fast as i could to get the job done . move frm staff room to general office and then back to band room then to staff room . then after that went back , four plus le or was it five plus . wah lau . at least after being photocopied , evrything turned out looking not bad .. hehehe .. wah .. the piece NOT easy leh .. wah lau ... tricky percussion part man ... need to train hard ..

went home to change after band then went to meet my mom at heeren fer dinner .. hahah she bring me go billy bombers . wow .. the food SHIOK really shiok la .. the burger big like siao lor .. i had meat loaf fer dinner ... damn nice . then after that to go home , we wanted to get a cab . ended , wait so long still cannot get , went to take bus instead la ... got home , realized naruto 140 dld finish , went to check quality . by the time done , i actually watched everything ... wah lau then managed to catch last few parts of -LOST- only ... sianz .. chatted wif brian and more ppl about stuff then went to bed at twelve plus .. ended up sleeping at one .. guess my brain over active le hahaha .

OH YA PEOPLE , IF U ARE SEC FOUR , COME LOOK FER ME , I GOT SURVEY I NEED YA TO HELP ME (or rather brian with ) lolz

24th of june
woke up , overslept again lolz . reached school late then had chemistry lesson .. wahahahaha .. mrs chen cut lessons till like end at 12 plus .. vany , joe weren't ard got SAJC interview then Erwin left during lesson fer his interview . after lessons , went fer band pract .
playted mononoko again .. hahah . was hoping to play jupiter again .. hahahah wanna try playing the whole thing .. now so freaking addicted listening to jupiter again ... ( *sigh* beings back pleasant and unpleasant memories ) . lunch tot uncle robert nt ard then ended up stay in sschool lor cuzsarah ask me to help her eat her food . she say got too much . end up eat a little went to buy food frm uncle robert cuz he open le mah .. lolz ate and crapped wif van , edwin , asha , sarah .. we were suaning van and edwin .. hahah .. the lovely couple .. mr n mrs ong lol .. (jking la )

hahaha ... then after tt , the lovely couple left fer home , me , asha , sarah went to visit the choir who were painting the banner ... at least me n erwin agree... there is no biggy about the TRACK BANNER .. HOW DARE THEY , REMOVE OUR BANNER , PUT THEIRS THERE AND SHIFT OURS ... if they have permission frm teachers gd la .. WELL AT LEAST LET THE STUDENT LEADERS OF THE CCA KNOW ABOUT IT LA .... hiaz ... wu hua ke suo le .. xie xie .. wah lau ... then went back band room .. more combines , more runs on mononoko . ended up too tired , became blus , made stupid mistakes . came in early ( felt like slapping myself ) haiz . they also played mack the knife and over the rainbow . forced to play drum set ... wahahahahaha . yumi was like eager to learn it .. her co ordnation is ok la .. anything better then mine is ok la .. i suck at co ordinating drum set .. hahaha still better at snare .. WAY better .. lolz ( buay bah rite )

well then later dismiss band , went home then did crap la .. slacked around lor .. shall start muggin when school start .no mood now ... hahaha cannot wait to mess up 7th night of july .. as mr goh said , slowly learn la ... wah , summore say 2007 SYF play that .. hmmmm i wanna see hu i can train up to succeed there ..hmmmmm snare not easy ..... wahahahah .. wanna go see the band go fight it out that year . if got school , by thunder , i wll pon school hahahahah

well , there are happy things la , some members in band have improved la .. some stagnant , some worsened ... hahaha .. it has encouraged me la .. and i found some one hu is willing to learn from me not like a certain some one all big headed , think his technique is good . correct le still end up playing insisting he played the "correct one " and the plays crap hoping to pass off as a pro . teach roll techniques i picked up frm NCO , he scoffs . the other , not much interest in wat i have la .. but ... hahahah i got a tu di , aka , disciple today ,hahahah one hu is willing to learn and is hardworking ... hahahah Yumi !!!!! :) :) : ): ): ): ):):) she wants to learn .. good .. i will asson
EVERYTHING TO her and she shall find a successor and train that fella fer SYF .. hahahaha good ... hahahah i have VERY high hopes in her skill level . hope she will improve and then show that certain people ain't who they think they are .. wahahahhaa . do the section proud my disciple ... hhahaha . first up , i wanna see how fast she can get her technique to use wrist and then seee how fast she can master the standard of rolling i have . then timpani also teach . she'll be a pro some day

any way , members if u are interested in trying out fer committee or major post , get cracking , let us know , we'll be glad to offer advise .. =) then start preparing k ? good luck everyone ..

hahaha enough monologuing already .. gotta go

take care everyone

God Bless

sianness

2005-06-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

late le . cannot tok too much .. will crap tml . all i can say , looking at band , can feel happi yet disappointed . there is improvement . haha glimmer of hope is there fer certain ppl . glad to see they change attitude le .

all i can say is SIAN .. no basketball today .

loads of other stuff happened too ... hahaha

hiaz . will crap abt it when got time .. lolz

take care everyone

god bless

sianz la

2005-06-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

today , hmmm woke early , blogged , lolz . faizal supposed to cum at ten .. lolz . stomach ache , then cum at twelve... lolz hahah .. suaned him abt naruto and stomach ache during tuition . bet he was FREAKING irritated .

after that . played wif hannah ( my lil 2 yr old cousin ) wah lau . she hor damn smart fer her age leh .. hahaha maybe she'll be the smartest on my father's side of the family ( no offence dalton :P ) yea . cuz my aunts came over . play wif her till like 4.30 then go play basketball . wah lau . today play like siao la. frm 4 plus till near 8 . then rushed home .. hahah today tt stupid wayne made me luff like hell la . he just doesn't SHUT UP ... wah lau .tt idiot reminds me of chris tucker frm rush hour 2 lor siao la . he non stop talking lor .. then plus i not on form la . he make me luff le cannot play le lor . everything miss . then later play match must take alot of time to warm up again la .. idiot la he .

sianz next few days will not be able to play this long or at all cuz of band ... sniff

anyway , sarah told me tt the attendance sheet was not printed out cuz claudia went fer camp . then i was thinking " no problem . just send over the edited one and print " got home all sweaty , rushed and check whether it was there . little did i realise , i think my dear sister , deleted the file -.-"' wah lau eh .. then spent the whole bloody night re-doing from the old sheet left behing by brian ..

wah lau . then whole night do n do n do .. sian la ... hiaz .. shld be more well prepared next time hiaz then dun need to waste time le lor .. hiaz ... really la . thn in the end , WBY tells meand sarah , that
(1) he got hold of the original copy of the attendance sheet
(2) he printed it

-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-''' WAH LAU EH -.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-'''-.-

next time , say so earlier la ... hiaz . i'm bushed .. gotta go

take care everyone

God Bless

CJC interview -.-'''

2005-06-22T11:21:00.000+08:00

wah lau . i woke up at eight plus for the interview and cause i simply had no idea how to get there , i took a father sponsered cab ride to CJC . hahah it cost 9 dollars .. wah lau ... ex leh

anyway while waiting , i managed to see a few others coming for interview ... WAHLAU EH ... ATTITUDE . there's this fairfield sec gal , came in her home clothe , reported , then went to the toilet and change into her pe shirt and her school skirt ... -.-''' wah lau . the fella before me worse sia . that dick head wore outside clothes lor ... wah lau .. not showing sincereity at all -.-'''

i was interviewed by the principal and two other men who i PRESUME to be teachers ... wah lau . through out the whole thing , only the principal talked . the rest just stoned and stared at me .. hmmm.... the interview i must say is HARDER then SAJC one .. i don't think i left an IMPRESSIVE impression on the interviewer ... wad the heck . if i can go to SAJC , i'll be flying hahahahahaha

after that , realised can take 985 and took it home .. it wa faster then the cab ride .. lolz . anyway , reached home . slack , afternoon read manga onlin till it was time to play basketball . the floor was wet , but , did i give a damn ?? of course not . went to play , wei joe joined . my jump shots are gettiing better :) wahahahah.. i'm happy .. then it started to rain again . joe shot a few more , went home i played ABC on my own then went back after scoring a half court

ahahahah i think my entries are too long le ... need to shorten :P .. okie , i'll end everything here then . will blog bout today's stuff later or tml la ...

take care everyone

God Bless

SIANZ

2005-06-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

wah lau . damn sian leh . CJC just called me . " you are required to come down for an interview TOMORROW at 9.15 " wah lau eh ... -.-"' now then tell me .....

chem , bleah

2005-06-20T19:10:00.000+08:00

well yest din't do much . stayed at home , eat lunch , slack , play com , go play basketball , eat dinner , watch rush hour 2 and dracula 2000

well , today . my alarm clock was set to 730 . then i drag and dragggeeeedd till it was 830 . i tot i was gonna be late . rush like shit, got out at 850 . haha by the time i got on the bus , i imagined a skinny scrawny monkey having her period railing at me . hahah . later on , met hian chong on the bus then went to school together . haha .when in school , samuel wong told us that mrs chen was scolding our class , wah lau . then as we walked , saw her coming out of the office . hoping to beat her to class, both of us ran our asses off up the stairs and into class

lesson , despite being on chem , one of my favourite subject was BORRRINNG .. o was crapping and laughing wof hian chong , justin and marcus . hahaha . then during the "short break " went to play basketball wif marcus , yuan teck , joe . lunch was spent at panjang wif edwin , asha , vanessa , erwin (hiaz .... :( .... ) and wei joe . we were , as usual , having headache over where to eat and eventually settled on kopitiam ( sianz ) . over lunch , we crapped about loads of stuff while erwin was messing wif his camera . lolz . after that , we went to the movie rental store cuz edwin and erwin wanted to borrow movies to watch . then headed back to school . on the way back , they were talking on how when hitting the *ahem * of a guy the person will suffer . ended up erwin , being curious started satisfying his curiousity whether the female anatomy would experience the same effects .

later , we went back to class , had more lessons with mrs chen having her bout of PMS , then went off to play basketball after class at my house . as part of wei joe's birthday celebrations
carrick
hian chong
justin
myself
shu ming
wei joe
all went to play basketball . everyone came over first to my place first before we went off . dunno why but i was kinda in a bad mood on the way there . ended up being kinda offended when justin sorta was joking around wif me ... hiaz .

well was on form today . my shots were pretty acurate while my half court shooting percentile improved as well . was happy with my playing today . after playing , joe went home , the guys came over to my place . played chess wif justin while the rest were watching tv . wah lau the woman on the police show , i think bad boys was screaming like hell , we all laughed like mad .. lolz ... then sent them to the bus stop then went home

hiaz .. dunno when this cold war is gonna end . erwin's such a close friend of mine . then all of a sudden , sends me an sms to stay away from him . now he treats me like i'm not existent . hiaz . at sentosa, he simply ignored me . in school , had to stay away from him . WHY ??? cause he told me to . i dun get it ... if i had to learn something , i have . why is this still HAPPENNING ?!!!!?!?!?!?! . hiaz .... today also . took whatever discussion chances to talk to him . cannot say too much cause i have to respect his decision for me to stay away from him . now , whenever i go out with edwin and gang , i feel so damn freaking left out sometimes . why ? cause everyone has some one else to talk to . it's an even number of five people . and so , what happens ? i get freaking left out . not all the time , it's not as if my other friends ignore me too .. hiaz ...

now you can see why it's "lamentations" cause these stuff in my life , i'll blog it . the unhappy ones . to make it easier for me to wind down or try to cheer up . hope u guys win't have to listen to much of such shit . i know it bores u . hahaha . really hope me and erwin will be back like what we were in the past soon . i feel very sad ... hope he ain't skipping tuition cause of this . i really dunno what to do ... GOD PLEASE help me ..

hope i get into SAJC ... please let me in ... lolz

gotta stop boring all of u le
grandma wants me to go eat dinner .

take care everyone

GOD BLESS .

father's day

2005-06-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

well , as usual , nothing much today . downloaded 139 of naruto . then sam yap came over to watch it . wah lau . seems like it'll take FOREVER till naruto goes to train under jiraya . ok , shall stop about naruto . later those non naruto fans get all confused .

went to church after that . well, today's sermon was by pastor khong (ps, dun like recorded sermon . makes the pastor lose his sense of humor ) it was on our daily bread , more like on the lord's prayer . evan wanted to meet me after church to tok about sumthing . too bad i had to go out wif my family fer father's day dinner

well , ate teppanyakki at jurong hill top fer dinner . fer once , the beef there tasted appetizing . used to kinda suck . wish they had put more garlic while cooking though ... (-.-'") well for fathers' day , i gave my dad two nike sweat bands . lolz . those were meant for him when he goes "mountain" climbing . hahahah

well , sam yap helped to change my blog skin today . he lik becomming my blog technician liao . hahaha at least this skin doesn't give out too much problems . well , will end here . gotta go
hope i can go SAJC ...

take care everyone

god bless

SAJC interview

2005-06-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

wow ..

today's

kinda

weird

firstly , i din sleep well last night again .. goodness knows why . lolz after which , i woke up bright and early to a police siren .. cool .. i had a shock .. then remember that idiotic old me actually just left that on as my alarm clock (-.-"') hahaha .. i'm diaoing myself .. edwin and i went out today la .. haven't had this much fun in ages .. he , being curious , followed me all the way to st andrews for my interview

let me tell you this , it was like a year ago since i did an interview . this time somemore more serious . not as eay as the interview for band . wah lau . i was like early . then the clerk , lol actually remember me . then i remembered that she called me regarding the interview information while in school and i actually like shouted on the phon " in school now , cannot talk
(-.-"') now remembering it , i felt kinda paiseh . lolz . anyway , the gal before me finished her interview REAL quickly . she went in the interview shortly just before i entered the office , then it was her turn . after i went into the toilet to make myself look more presentable and came out , sat down for onli a few seconds , she left the room .. funny , went into the room about my interview timing . guess they're really punctual when it comes to such stuff .. lolz . all these happened as edwin was loitering outside the general office ... lolz

the interview was kinda scary . i just bullshitted my way thru . the beginning part , i felt it was kinda shaky and scary . wah lau . after i answered the part on the sec one orientation camp , i felt much more confident .. thank god for my "training" experiences in AES . well . they asked me loads of stuff and most of it was like comprehension cause they like sprta set the question based on my application form . so sorta had the answer la ...

I HOPE I CAN MAKE IT THERE . TRAVELLING A LIL LONGER WON'T HURT =)

after that , me and edwin went to queensway where i change out of my school attire and after which we went to ikea to eat the hot dog .. hahahahha . lame rite ? over there , we took a look at all the furniture while edwin was fooling around , as he posed with the furniture set while i became a photographer .. lolz . we then later went down to orchard

at orchard , i bought my first CHAIN. hahah my mom scared too beng so i bought a proper one la .. hahahaha it's a NY thingy .. the others looked ain't my cup of tea . lolz . we walked from heeren to far east , then to heeren again to buy the chain . OMG . there's this DEVIL shop at heeren . the decor is too gothic . so creepy ... yucks . they actually sold VOODOO dolls there ..... (-.-"') . after that we went paragon . feeling bored , we relived my childhood and visited toys r us to look around (-.-"') it's kinda fun . edwin was oogling at the power ranger megazords .... (-.-"') hahah . after that went to buy nike sweat band for my dad fer fathers' day . we left paragon , went to far east . realised that there was another 77th street there (-.-"') my chain was actually sold there ... (-.-"')(-.-"') wah lau . travelled to and fro fer nuts ................... after that , walked around , edwin went and try his clown pants .. haha . eventually giving up the idea after realising that it was too tight and it might just crush his balls ........ hahahahah (-.-"') ....... then from there . when we about to go home , we went to this shop . edwin wanted to get sumthin fer vanessa ... awwwwwww. ..... then telling me that place sold 99 percent gal stuff , i tot i woudn't be so bored ... (-.-"') all gal stuff ... he bought vanessa sumthin (cannot say , later spoil surprise ) then went to print fotos frmikea at kodak ... wah lau .. he really damn buay bah .. choose all the stupid frame . made me luff my ass off .. after tt we went home

took 171 initially until sum stupid fella . shld be german was arguing wif the bus driver just becuz the ez link card reader spoil . then he MIGHT hav to pay three bucks fer the ride ..... (-.-"') argue argue argue . fed up , sum ppl , including us left to take another bus . ended up taking 170 ...

reach home le , went to play bball .. was expecting to see the usual guys . ended up onli dom dom .. it's domonic la .. had a chat wif him onli to realise that he knoes abt brenda .. wah lau .. funni . din knoe got this kind of weird connections around ... (-.-"')

edwin told me stuff abt see mun , the class lesbian in sec 2 . well that is until the whole class found out , told everyone , and she transfered out .... wah lau . she cut her self numerous stufff then put it as her display on the blog . siao la she ... hahahaha

okie , enuff crapping le . granny nagging me to go bathe ... (holds nose and screams eeewwwwwwwwww . ) HUGE THANK YOU TO EDWIN ONG FOR ACCOMPANING ME .. HAHAHA LONG TIME NEVER GO OUT LIKE THAT LE .

take care everyone

god bless

BeWaRe AlL hU pReY oN wOmEn ...

2005-06-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hmmm just yesterday , me and my friend , samuel yap ( the fella hu helped construct this blog ) did sum "crime fighting" as wad he would put it .. wahahaha .. We both created an imaginary gal , created her profile about her age , name , school , height and more details and then proceeded into a chat room on www.alamak.com . we entered the singapore room and played a game with the nation's sickest . AND i mean sickest
Why sickest ? Well , with the load of free time we had, we entered the chatroom to con people . Especially those filled with raging hormones .. haha . Well , according to newspapers recently , there has been an increasing number of people who will go and prey on young girls pretending to befriend them .. All only to seek sexual favours from them .. Haha .. Well , in our spare time , we decided to go in the chat room and set up imaginary dates with these predators . haha .. in the end , we allowed two fellas , both wanting favours to "meet" their date at locations somewhere around the Punggol district .
The result ? Well , two fellas waiting aimlessly for their dates who will satisfy their sexual desires . hahah . Well , next time any one of you hormone packed fellas wanna try to hook up with anyone doing this , just watch out . You may just be in fer a long futile wait fer some imaginary , non - existent person ... wahahahahahah . anyway , those suckers were dumb enough not to recognise and believe us that the character's phone is confiscated and not used ...
Well , i guess the horny people out there don't really have much of a brain .. hahah .. May be only fluid in that empth cavity of theirs ..

Well , today's kinda boring . Me and Sam studied at his place and after which , spent much of the late afternoon here . Creating this blog .. wahahaha ... Nothing much .. kinda boring huh ? Wad do you expect ? I'm only 15 plus .. My life ain't that interesting .
Ever noticed how people always write " I'm gonna study this , study that .. etc etc ? " Well , according to what i know , that hardly ever happens .. They end up procrastinating after blogging and nothing gets down .. lol .. hahah well , I am not like them and i shall publically proclaim this ... I am going to study . SERIOUSLY GOING TO MUGG .. hahaha . Get the message ? I mean business here . lolz . Anyway , this darned sickness of mine has crippled me from basketball . I miss the game . Hope I can stage a comeback soon .. hiaz .. Anyway , the SAJC interview is in 2 days !! Better not screw this one up , I really hope to beable to pursue my education in a Christian Background .. haha. Oh well , i gotta go ..

Take Care And GOD Bless . =)

hello all ..

2005-06-14T16:09:00.000+08:00

hi everyone .. this is MY OFFICIAL BLOG .... hahah anything else is dead and stuff hahaha ... hmm ain'y going to call it my virgin post ... sounds kinda weird leh .. lol .. anyway , it's kinda boring when it is supposed to be the holidays thats why ,with the help of my neighbour and long time friend , this blog was created ... wahahahahahahaha.